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Recieved: 2002/12/11 14:26
Subject: [K-list] Re: Introduction & Soul Merging
From: r1ta_metermaid <r1ta_metermaidATnospamyahoo.com>
On 2002/12/11 14:26, r1ta_metermaid <r1ta_metermaidATnospamyahoo.com> posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Aly -
Well, hello. Through your words, I feel as though I know you. Thank
you for sharing so intimately your path through the years. There are
certain commonalities in our backgrounds that I sense, including
the 'merging' you mention, or perhaps the urge to merge.
My own first awareness of K occurred at around age 17, in high
school, along with the beginning of my interest in meditation,
eastern religions and philosophy, and such. I was fortunate to have a
creative writing teacher in school who was very evolved, and who took
several of us under his wing, introducing us to the more mystical
aspects. We met and worked together for more than a year then. Apart
from the initial k experience, one of the most profound experiences
was being introduced to the woman I considered my first real teacher,
she opened so many doors, elevating awareness to levels undreamt of
for me, introducing my own spirit guides all those years ago, working
with us on seeing auras, on healing energies, OBEs, telepathy,
clairvoyance... well, I could write for hours... I could write for
hours...and bore everyone to tears. Right now, as I write these words
about her, I am filled with such love...such a presence...such a
cloak of goodness envelops my shoulders. Anyway, over the years since
then, I have explored many of the same practices you mention, though
I sense with not the same depth of mastery that you have. College
courses included eastern religions, oriental art, formal bodywork
training came later, significant exploration of the role of
psychedelics over a period of a couple of years... More serious focus
on healing through different massage therapy systems was something I
started 2 decades ago, along with my first exposure to vipassana
meditation... But my path has had detours and flat out derailments
for periods along the way, too, yet I keep on returning... The
Goddess pulls me back, I think that is what it is.
My own k has been extremely active for the past several months, and I
have struggled at times to calm things down, although I am enjoying
the ride enormously. Some blockages I had were blasted through with
an amazing jolt that took me by surprise within the past couple of
months... My heart area has been especially aroused - just pure heat
and vibrations, some amazing moments with tears of profound joy. I
had some experiences of the crown closing off on me over the past
week or so, so am keeping an eye out for stormy weather there, but
it's fine for now... In addition, there were some sexual issues, and
a couple of months ago for a two week period it seemed as though that
chakra was the only one in existence. The symptoms were so profound I
sought advice of my physician, who of course did the physicianly
thing and ordered invasive ultrasounds and such because of the
possibility of ominous things... Silly me, had I just paid attention
and realized it was just a wakeup call from k... Anyway, those
physical things have sorted themselves out.
Oh yeah, I too have a day job that involves technology, programming,
and databases... To me, it just seems counterintuitive - to have
people with these less earthly proclivities spending the bulk of
their daytime hours working with (chained to?) computers... At least
I used to think that, but my sense now is that there are probably a
goodly number of techies on this forum - web designers, dbas,
hardware and software gurus, etc.
The 'merge' thing that you mentioned was what drew me to your post in
the first place... I am experiencing that so strongly for the past
month... It is nothing I actively sought... something that Goddess is
bringing into my world, or something that has been there along, but
buried. I have a sense of the soul that seems a bit like what you
describe. I am in awe of that which is Divine lately in a much more
profound way... And my soul seems more elevated or levitated - maybe
just all that k but I am so blessed, despite the tears that just come
unbidden - the tears of joy from release. Some weeks ago, I felt as
though I couldn't find my soul - it seemed lost somewhere inside,
cowering like an abused child afraid of being punished. Through a
soul retrieval that Mystress Angelique performed for us, however, it
came out of hiding and found the star in the night sky that calls to
it so plaintively and gloriously and powerfully. And now it is
soaring and will not be held back... And the urge to merge - the
words you describe are absolutely perfect. Isn't the feeling of joy
such a wonderful gift from Goddess? And the 'lightness' you speak of?
The incredible lightness of healing... the incredible healing of
lightness.
Thank you for sharing your words. Welcome to our world, Aly.
Love,
rita
PS - I am snipping your post be cause of length, although it seems
wrong to delete anything at all.
--- In K-list , "Alastair Greenstreet"
<alastairgreenstreetATnospamh...> wrote:
<snip>
>
> The experience I have with what I term merging with my "Soul" are
the most
> amazing ones so far and I wondered if anyone else in the group has
had
> similar experiences? I felt this incredible need to join on a
spiritual
> plane with my Soul, the highest part of myself and it was like
having birth
> pains, as the kundalini ignited and raised my vibrational
conscsiousness, I
> started experiencing those parts of myself that were other and
started
> blending / merging energies with my Soul. This feels like a
different
> entity from myself but the information I have received is more that
the Soul
> gave birth to the human being, and we as a human personality remain
part of
> the Soul but with separate consciousness and independant will and
action.
> Through the Soul blending / merging the Soul gets to more full
experience
> the human experience and the human being gets to experience, expand
and live
> those spiritual realms the Soul lives in.
>
> The more we merge the more joy I begin to feel, the more lightness
my
> energetic bodies have and the more issues are brought up to the
surface to
> be dealt with and released on a human, personality level. Has
anyone else
> had this merging / blending experience?
>
> That's about it for now as an introduction, questions are welcomed
as are
> hearing about other's experiences.
>
> Kind Regards
>
> Aly
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