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Recieved: 2002/12/07 17:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] awakening or awakened?
From: Druout
On 2002/12/07 17:58, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 12/6/2002 2:37:14 PM Pacific Standard Time,
xSourceOfLightxATnospamaol.com writes:> 1. hot flashes (for a decade I have had hot flashes that always felt like a
> huge rush of energy but I just thought they were hot flashes and ignored
> them)
> 2. vision like dreams about the oneness of consciousness
> 3. manic like episodes where I would not sleep for days, weeks, even months
> 4. depression, anxiety, powerful body tremors
> 5. periods of unexplainable fatigue....
>
> These were my main symptoms which were always diagnosed as other things if
> I
> pursued medical care for them
Dear Adrienne,
Welcome to the K list, :)) and welcome all other newcomers.
All of these 5 you listed are common to K awakening--hot flashes, feelings of
Oneness, manic episodes, body tremors, fatigue...
As you are aware, these symptoms are frequently diagnosed as various forms of
mental and physical illness by people in the medical profession. We are now
fortunate to have groups such as the Spiritual Emergency Network which see
many of these symptoms as signs of spiritual awakening rather than disease.
<snip>> I also
> began meditating more heavily and the symptoms reemerged, but this time it
> was different. I was inclined to move in a very spiritual direction and
> let
> my intuition guide me. It seems as though I have been putting a spiritual
> puzzle together which has ultimately led me to Kundalini. After reading
> much
> about it online, it's like it finally makes sense on a higher level.
Yes! :)) You seem to have seen instinctively what was happening to you and
worked with it rather than tried to fight it! And thank heavens for all the
information that is now available on Kundalini awakening.> Now that I understand that I am going through this awakening, I'm curious
> about how we know when we are fully awakened.
As Angelique has written a number of times (and I paraphrase wildly here), we
really can't be partially awake--that it is a little like saying we are pa
rtially pregnant! The confusion may lie in the fact that the process seems
to be ever changing and ever expanding. We are all, always awake. Often
though, we tend to forget.> I am at the point where I can
> focus my energy and be almost instantly in a state of joy. Recently I have
>
> noticed that during meditation I feel almost like I am in a cage or like
> there is a lot of pressure in my head and I have to stop the meditation. I
>
> can raise my vibrations at will and feel my whole body tingle with a sense
> of
> euphoria. My head will tingle the most and it's like I'm going into a
> somewhat altered state of consciousness and things seem surreal. I can
> also
> shift my energy on command to a very loving state where I suddenly feel
> very
> connected to everyone around me and I have a profound sense of love and
> compassion for all people and feel compelled to be the most loving and kind
>
> being possible.
Wonderful :))
>
> I guess my real questions are:
>
> Does anyone know where I am in this process of awakening?
> Can anyone point me in a direction where I can learn more about this?
Well the archives are full of experiences and information. Ultimately, I
think it is a matter of carrying the joy down to earth--chop wood carry
water.
>
> And finally, this may sound far out to some, but the way I perceive things
> based on my journey, this life, to me, is an illusion and I believe we are
> all consciouness/energy and ultimately we are in complete charge of the
> illusion... that nothing is beyond our grasp. (This is not to say I am
> right. This just happens to be my truth. ) Does anyone share this
> perception? I understand everyone has their own beliefs and understandings
>
> and perceptions on life ... but I'd really appreciate input from anyone who
>
> understands things to be this way.
I think many people here feel this way. Scientists seem to be coming to the
same conclusion--that all is ultimately energy. I'm personally inclined to
feel, as a friend once said to me, that the world and life is no illusion,
but simply that mystics have seen a little more of it. I do think matter
matters! :)) I suspect that there is truth in all these perceptions.
Again, welcome to the K list! :))
Love, Hillary
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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