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Recieved: 2002/11/24 15:20
Subject: [K-list] Anne's Questions, All Shouting Aside
From: Lbra782595
On 2002/11/24 15:20, Lbra782595 posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 11/24/02 2:20:51 PM Central Standard Time,
vanadeuxATnospameurobell.co.uk writes:
> So I would like to know what this energy is? Is a separate entity alive in
> us?
This energy is the natural manifestation of becoming more aware of yourself
as a divine being. It is not a separate entity; it IS you. It is a part of
your connection to the divine
Why have we got kundalini, I changed due to a nervous breakdown, not>
> this energy getting out of its box, it doesn;t seem to do me any good, just
> pisses me off most of the time.
When the energy first awakened in me, I thought I was having a nervous
breakdown. It took me quite a while to figure out that this occurs naturally
when you see your old world of the physical (maya) destroyed. That world had
to die in me before construction could begin on a bigger and better world...a
more complete world...a more loving world. You have to knock down the old
building before you can put up a new one it its place. This is rarely an
easy or pleasant process.
And, yes, K has "pissed me off" too! It has rubbed my nose repeatedly in all
my motivations and less than lofty goals and past injustices. It does this
so that you can grow out of seeing the past as something that has the power
to control your present and guide your future. If something in your life is
making you angry, take a step back and look at this REALLY hard. The thing
that is making you angry is merely a part of yourself that you dislike being
projected on to something or someone else. By changing your thinking you
change the world. I don't need this energy to be activated to > learn and become more
> conscious and aware of trying to make myself a better person. I am down to
> earth and don't have my head in any spiritual clouds.
It's not a matter of "making" yourself a better person. It's a matter of
learning to see yourself as ABSOLUTELY PERFECT in this present moment. Any
"awareness" other than this is ILLUSION. Bear this in mind in each moment
and you will never find your head in any "spiritual clouds".
> I use the word spiritual but that word (what does it mean) something
different to
> each one of us!
It does mean something different to each one of us. But that really doesn't
matter. The real question is: "What does it mean to YOU?" :^) Personally,
the word spiritual to me means, "Knowlege of the self that supercedes this
physical world of maya (illusion).--the perception of the divine in all
things--the ability to perceive this--to see the great polarity of LOVE and
FEAR and consciously choose the one you want in each moment of your life.
No one can force you to live in a particular way or believe a particular
thing. These are TOTALLY your choice. But we sometimes allow the views of
others to bias our own perceptions. So you will really have to define the
"spiritual" as you see fit so that it has meaning in your life.
>So are all the members of this group in the activated kundalini section? Or
are
> some of you trying to activate?
Both...and some are trying to decide if they have been activated or not.
Remember Love in Each Moment
Jason B
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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