To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/11/18 19:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] Saw My Pyschic Today...
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/11/18 19:47, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 08:50 PM 13/11/02, David Bozzi wrote:
>charges only 200 an hour (american).
>
>A measley charge for what she has to offer...
>
>I can't get in touch with myself
>(for whatever reason)
>
>but we all know
>that's all that needs to occur
>for true healing to occur...
>
>It's so simple.
Yes. I think it is excellent that you have someone to help you when you
are in a stuck place. Being able to ask for help is a sign of strength.
Being willing to pay the helper is gracious.
>But still
>we are addicted so much to
>pretending
>we are undivine and unworthy
>(that's potent heroin folks)
Who is this "We".
From other posts I have read, it appears I am thought of as being
addicted to believing I am superior and worthy of worship. Others seem to
find me a worthy dartboard... et tu, Brutus?
To myself, I seem both divine and ordinary... and so do you. Not crazy
about the dartboard thing tho. My vulnerability, ya know... ;) Took me a
while to realize most of it was just jealousy. Don't understand jealousy,
myself... Dunno what they think I have that they don't.
Seems to have quieted down now. The calm after the storm. Peace. Whew!
>that our economical addiction to oil
>as our energy fix
>fails in comparison...
Lately I have become addicted to the energy fix of a can of "boost"
every day. Chocolate, with extra protein. Yummy! I stopped using it for
several years when they changed the formula and added canola oil, but what
the heck... take some flax seed oil with it, it all balances out.
>On an external level
>we are so fixated on
>the illusion
>of needing to pump energy
>from an external source
Energy from an external source... Like, food and water? How does this
statement relate to your being a nutritionist? Do you not seek energy from
external sources? Even a breatharian does, so I understand... no food,
just breathe in the chi from the air. Unfortunately, some of them
accidentally (?) die of starvation. I guess needing energy from an
external source is not such an illusion after all... tho death itself could
be called illusion. Maya and all that.
Or perhaps it counts as internal energy, since we do not get the energy
from food till after we have eaten it?
What are you seeking, with this post? Are you seeking to pump energy
into an external source, or what? Feeding something? Feeding on something?
>like a leech
>(like from the middle of the Earth, ha! what a paradox!)
Human parasites, drawing energy from the sky, the air, the tree fruits
and the veggies and the critters. Ha! What a ...
>that we become rather pathetic
>wretched manifestations
>of the One and All
.. There is that we again. I asked you about this "we" stuff previously
but you never did explain what you mean by it. I do not feel pathetic and
wretched.
I do feel kind of tired, tho... weary. It will pass. Taking a break
from the lists, as I do, regularly,
... but this bit of dark poetry of yours stuck in my mind, I keep
wondering what the point is... so I took a break from my new hobby, "improv
quilting" to respond.>that we have so thrillingly become
>addicted to putting off
>our very own Self!
>
> ...as if It were some other day!
Have you been doing that? You do seem to be "off your feed" lately.
Cynical and cranky. I know, you will say it is "art". Cynical and cranky
art. :)
It appears you did not seek the services of a psychic, after all? "We"?
>The day that we have deluded ourSelf
>to the point that we feel the need to
>pay a 'psychic'
Got an appointment with Morgana on Wednesday, looking forward to it.
Such a luxury to have a healer working on me, for a change. Delusion? I
don't think so. For me it is no different than paying a plumber, a
nutritionist, or a musician for their talents and skills. Not that I want
to reopen *that* thread... !
I dunno that she is a "better" healer than me, but our talents are
different, I appreciate her perceptions and perspectives.
She does charge $200. usd an hour... :) She gives me a "professional"
discount, but she is still more expensive than I am. Glad she made room for
me, she is booked up till X-mas.
>or elect someone like a 'George Bush'
>to be our president
Not my president.
I have often thought that since most US voters do not vote, and since
who becomes president affects the whole world, they ought to be able to let
people in other countries vote in their place. Use your vote, or it will be
given to a Canadian, or an Iranian... or... heh.
>(who says a 'Jerry Springer' guest could never be president...?)
Not me!
>AfterAll,
>it's an issue of loyalty and intent;
>and because so
>can manifest as the
>most bizarre and twisted extortions of Truth...
Like this one?
>: )
Ah so.
> ...to remind us that we are holy
>when clearly we are fixated on the thrill
>of identifying with the unholy...
What is not Goddess?
> ...talk about fucking OneSelf
>up the Ass...
There is another list for that topic, actually...:) If you want to talk
about it... not much into it, myself but others find it good clean fun!
Tantric prostrate stimulation, another fine source of energy!
Disappearing again... *poof*
Blessings...
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