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Recieved: 2002/11/18 18:29
Subject: [K-list] DB Revisited/Gender whack
From: Glassa Abstract
On 2002/11/18 18:29, Glassa Abstract posted thus to the K-list: Hi Friends,
The Divine Beloved, for me, seems to take on many
forms including both male and female. Originally, when
I pictured my beloved as my ideal partner, it showed
up as male...strong, masculine, supportive, and warm.
However I find that at other times the form of a
female--much like myself, only female-- makes an
appearance before He does. They never show up at the
same time. Perhaps I should try and introduce them?
It seems like my unconscious may have been separated
into different parts, but it is difficult for me to
tell right now. I am physically male and queer as
well. As such, I find the male form more appealing for
romantic encounters, but the female form is also very
valuable to me as she is like a sister who I can play
with and talk to -- we have a very different, equally
rewarding sort of relationship. I also must add that
the male form feels more opposite/complementary to me
than the female form.
I should mention that gender has also never really
been an issue for me, and I have for a long time felt
myself to be both male, female, and open to being
other things. However, I am honestly not sure what to
make out of all of this. I feel like I should choose
between one DB or the other.
Your thoughts are very much appreciated.
- Glassa
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