To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/11/13 23:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Whale heard
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/11/13 23:33, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
old news.At 02:52 AM 10/11/02, edjasonATnospambritishlibrary.net wrote:
>Dear David, Dear Angelique, Dear Sabrina, Dear Rachel,
>Friends of Special K :-)
Dear Lobster ed.
>Angelique:
>
> > You may not get arrested, but it is still fraud.
> >
> > I read somewhere ... I think it was Louise Hay, or maybe Stuart
> >Wilde... about how stealing is telling the universe that you do not believe
> >you are abundant enough to buy what you need... self sabotage. I don't
> >think it is worth it, personally... tho it sure can be tempting, sometimes.
>
>Amazing that we have developed such integrity
>- in such a short time - or have we . . .
>I must say I prefer Davids bad dates to the taste of this Angelique . . .
Did I hit a nerve inside the shell? Perhaps because your own emails are
sometimes backdated? :) Sometimes I don't find them for days, they appear
above the visible posts in my inbox.
>1. It is fraudulent to imply or behave as if one is better
>than someone else - either in knowledge (I should know)
>in 'spiritual' experience (in my experience)
I didn't. I simply pointed out that the hidden cost of theft can be
higher than the price of what is stolen. No bargain, in the long term.
Sharing an idea I have found value in, just as you do. Your mileage may vary.
Yet... it appears you are suggesting my implication is fraudulent and
yours is superior. (shrug) If you like. Does it matter?
>or in the practice of virtue (of which I have plenty - all worthless)
: ) I have none. Can I borrow some?
>Angelique to a self confessed Gluteus Maximus:
>
> >Nope, that would be effort. Find some manners, or I'm gonna boot your
> >fat ass off the list.
> >I wish for you, the courage to be real, instead of hiding behind
> >excuses, personas, fantasies and poetry. Blessings.
>
>Boot the fat ass! Boot the fat ass!
I discovered recently that "big booty" .. a fat ass is trendy and
considered attractive, voluptuous. It boggled my mind at first but as my
own ass is considerably larger than it used to be, in the end (LOL) I
decided to celebrate my body's natural fashion sense.
>[Lobster jumping up and down whilst
>trying to put on multiple pairs of Kundalini Thought Police
>hand knitted Bootees . . .]
I am sure there are few members who were around when I deputized you
Kundalini cop. :) I have not forgotten. As I recall, the designation had
something to do with my extreme aggravation at your tendency to post my
private mail to the list.
>There is a Sufi saying:
>'To do good to the bad
>may be as bad as doing bad to the good'
Hmm... Thank you. I grok the truth of that, intuitively and
experientially... but it would be a hazardous motto for me to adopt. My
shadow would get a lot of mileage out of it, being a sadist and all... Then
again, is my Zen stick really Zen if I have to exercise discernment and
*think* about when to use it?
My shadow self has been a good teacher... you'd think I'd have learned
to trust it better, by now...
>m m m . . .
>actually she is OK - just lazy like the rest of
>us -
yup. Wish she would snip more reliably and stuff... <shrug> Sweet tho.
Loveable.
> wot we all need is the occasional booting
>It is a question of extending courtesy . . .
>(slow and very considered smile :-)
>
>Boot the fat ass! Boot the fat ass!
>(it is the courteous thing to do :-)
I considered that. Pondered whether it would be kindest for Joyce to be
removed from the Shaktizap online that sends her off on these ... um...
dramatic episodes. Shakti can make ya crazy, if there is not surrender.
Crazier... :)
I am a lurker on all the K-lists, I have seen her posting elsewhere so
I know she does have other support resources that do not affect her like
this one does.
I decided it was not my decision to make.
"Goddess won't give you more than you can handle".
>:-)
>As I have a tendency towards
>beating people into spirituality
Oh, I hadn't noticed! ;)
>I have to be very careful
>about my berserker ViKin tendencies.
>Just as those with a lust to weld
>the stick need to be aware of their
>preferences interfering with the
>needs of the situation.
You bet! I know I am a sadist, I like whacking people. Whacking them
with their own karma reflected and using my empathy to dissect them like a
bug, especially if they have left themselves vulnerable by attacking
someone, is as intoxicating as Joyce found her halloween vampire game to
be. Predatory. Pleasurable. Raaaar. :)
My spankings are written, twice... sometimes three times. Sometimes
four times and still not sent. The first draft is my own release, venting,
etc. Releasing the emotional karma content I have picked up on.
The second draft, or the one that gets sent is edited later, hours or
sometimes days later, or never... When I have gotten detached enough to
hopefully be discerning about boundaries, appropriateness and accuracy.
First draft spews and releases, second draft is read by my gut.. power
chakra and heart resonance. Some are never sent at all, if I cannot get a
clear reading on what is not resonant, in them. 1269 unsent posts in my
outbox, going back to 1999.
The first draft had Joyce booted and banned on the spot... as you
suggest. Boot the fat ass. It was excessive and got edited to a polite (?)
calm warning sometime later.
That night I did write an extraordinary flame to someone else, that did
not get sent anywhere... it was 9k! Hysterically funny, excessively cruel,
painfully true, cathartic, colossally disrespectful and great fun to
write! All about me and My Stress. I did forward it to percyval, he
appreciates that aspect of me.
If I wanted to be sneaky, I could forward it to you... then blame you
when forward it to the list, as you would.
Blessings...
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