To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/11/13 14:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] K-List nut case responds.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/11/13 14:52, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 08:56 PM 12/11/02, melindamaes wrote:
>I have been on this list only a short time.
>I knew from the very first post that I saw
>from Angelique that she considers herself
>some form of "master".
Mystress. :)
>I can't for the life of me understand why. She picks apart every
>post and degrades people to no end.
There is an end. When they run out of ego, I quit and Goddess
provides someone new to snack on.
>I have
>been left speechless by her nonsense ravings.
That is great! Thanks for the validation. Silence is golden. :)
>I did look at the video bio. I lasted about
>10 minutes before it all sounded like
>"BLAH,BLAH,BLAH..."
Yeah, me too. Darn woman! Where does she get off... going on and on and
on...
>She called my post "childish" but goes on
>and on about being a fluffy white bunny.
A reformed fluffy bunny, actually. Thanks a lot for this post. I was
really getting worried that my fabulous sadistic B*tch image was getting
tarnished by all these lovely testimonials extolling my virtuousness. It
would never do for people to start thinking I am sweet and nice.
>Childish is not being able to take what
>you dish out.
Um.. so what is it you are doing again? Dishing up your take out?
Taking out your ...
>Childish is believing you
>are enlightened while degrading others.
You are enlightened. Everybody is. It is very frustrating when people
do not see this in themselves.
>Childish is setting up shrines to yourself
>and extolling your virtues every chance you get.
Yes. Very silly, is it not? I dunno why people think they need me... I
really don't get it. Thou art God. Hello? Duh!
>And the sad part is that she will always have
>devotees. She is a master.
Yes, it is awful. I keep trying to retire, but ... everytime I
disappear into nonduality, I get all these people emailing me with their
problems and asking me to teach, heal, etc... So, I decided I would put all
my teachings on a website, neatly arranged into a course so they could just
read it and leave me to paint and sew, do strange cement sculptures...
unfortunately, it did not work at all. I really did not think ahead, with
that idea. Once they sign up, I have a commitment to helping them along.
Trapped! So, I put the essence on another website, for free, thinking
perhaps fewer people would sign up.
It didn't work. Now I get even more people coming to me with their
problems and questions. Even if I spank them harshly, and tell them how
dumb and childish it is for them to not see that they are Divine, they just
come back for more! I make them pay me money to do it, and they still come
back. I am glad someone finally sees how strange that is.
> A master of manipulation.
I completely agree. It is perhaps my best talent. Took me many years
to get to be a Master of manipulation. Did not even get a certificate for
it. Sill, I am the best I know. Like this post, for example. Here you are,
waiting around for me to flame you purple and validate you, and instead I
thank you, and agree with you! How deflating is that? Obviously totally
manipulative. Awful.
If I may say, you are not nearly as good at manipulation as me. You
call this a flame? Sheesh, my dead grandmother could write a better one.
The energy bomb was well done tho. My whole body heated up as the tummo
fire kicked in to clear it. Kind of a nice snack, actually. Got any more? Yum!
>The weak will always need her.
Will they? Darn, there go my retirement plans, AGAIN! Seekers... the
worst ones still keep calling me up, even after years of me telling them to
quit projecting Goddess into me and get lost in her themselves. Stalkers.
"What I resist, persists" I guess...
>Submission through intimidation.
Did not work on you, obviously. Guess I am not a master after all. O
well. (big sigh of disappointment)
>I did not join this list to listen to people
>constantly bickering and a nut case intimidating
>everyone.
Yeah, that darn Amy! :) :) :)
>No one can have a thought or feeling
>without her explaining into great length how
>wrong they are.
You are so wrong about that...
(great length.)
> I can not stay on this list.
But... you are still here, and you wrote this last night? I have checked
the members list several times, looking for your unsubscription and being
totally disappointed. All talk, no action. Why do you keep disappointing me
like this? It is cruel. You are such a tease.
Could not be that you decided to hang around and see if your rant... I
mean, your very perceptive observations had succeeded in stirring up some
more bickering and drama?
I think the problem is, you spoke *about me* rather than *to
me.* Stirs up a lot more drama and bickering, if you attack me directly.
You could learn a lot from Amy, her style of trolling is far more
effective. You have not gotten a single response! Well, except this one...
Still, I am very grateful to you both. It is really good to have people
like you to remind me that I am a nut case. Humility is virtuous, or so
they say... and how can I be humble with all these wonderful testimonials
coming in? People telling me how I healed them, saved their lives. It is
way too much responsibility.
Mind you, I keep getting the humility thing confused with that other
thing about "don't hide your light under a bucket", and then I end up
setting up shrines to myself, as you call them... If I was really any good,
I would have devotees setting up shrines to me, instead of having to do it
myself.
>The drama is too much for me.
Yes, I can imagine how writing posts like this one would really wear you
out. Flaming people can be such fun, but it takes a lot of energy. I oughta
know! Takes a lot of thought and effort, to write a really good flame.
>My time is too precious.
Well, I for one am very grateful that you took a few moments of your
precious time to reassure everyone that I am a nasty manipulative nut case.
I keep trying to tell people that, but they just don't listen. I dunno why.
I'd think it would be fairly obvious. I mean, just the name... Mystress
Angelique Serpent.. how corny is that?
>I really enjoyed the posts from Jason and David and
>some of the others on the list. I am sorry that I will
>miss their great stories and poetry.
Well you could always just block my posts and only read theirs. I'd
recommend it, actually. They are both very wise.
Might not work tho, because there are some people who respond to my
posts and do not snip at all. Perhaps if you take a few moments of your
very precious time to flame them with great drama and hostility, they will
learn better nettiquite.
>Melinda
Thank you very much! :) Did you know, Linda means "serpent" in teutonic?
So, Me-linda means you are a snake too... hey sister! :) Hugs...
PS: Did you ever hear this expression.."What you see, is yourself
reflected." Can you explain it? I have tried to explain it myself, but
some people still do not get it. I guess I am just not a very good writer.
You are so perceptive, I am sure you could do a lot better.
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