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Recieved: 2002/11/11 11:01
Subject: [K-list] strangeness this morning
From: Jill Jones

I was lying in bed this morning, minding my own business, halfway between
sleep and wakefulness, fighting the fact that it was just about time to get
up, milking a last half-hour of sleep out of the night.

I heard footsteps out in the hallway, and it sort of tied into a dream I'd
been having, but it didn't feel like the dream. I was a bit frightened,
but still locked in sleep, so to speak. It was shuffling steps, like
someone dragging their slippers over the floor as they went.

I was afraid, but I managed to muster the courage to ask who was there --
that struggling half-asleep speak that tries to use your real vocal chords
instead of your dream vocal chords, so that you can't quite get it out.

I got an answer . . . "It's ___________ (a three-syllable name that i can't
recall for the life of me). Don't you remember?"

I didn't remember, and whatever/whoever it was scared me. It was female,
that much I know, and she came to the bedroom door and walked into the
room, while I pleaded with her not to scare me. I turned my real head
towards the door and managed to open my eyes just as she crossed the
threshold, and of course she disappeared as soon as I opened my eyes.

"Oh, you're just in my dream," I said.

There were no more words from her, but I still felt frightened and I spoke
out "In the name of everything holy, begone." This while I'm still mostly
asleep.

I still felt frightened after that, and in my sleep recited the Lord's
Prayer. After that, I felt calm enough to fall back asleep, with no
further disturbance.

When I woke up and thought back over it, I felt a little silly. Why did I
think it was something to be afraid of? Why didn't I investigate and find
out what it was all about? But then, I thought to myself, if it was
something positive, it should have felt positive, right? I wouldn't be
afraid of something that naturally emitted positive vibes, right? I felt
the way I felt because it was something else. But what?

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