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Recieved: 2002/11/03 23:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] Sebastian the Dauphin...Who are you?
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/11/03 23:33, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 05:11 PM 03/11/02, Lady Joyce wrote:
>I open my eyes. Sebastian is gone. What happened? I still have two legs. I
>feel the back of my bottom. Ouch! Why does MY bottom hurt?
You got spanked.
> Ariel is gone.
>The decision has been made for me. But then I knew that all along, didn't I?
>My fantasy tale is over. Any chance I had for release is gone now.
Escaping into fantasy is not release.
>My mind is full with self reproach as I slowly swim to the beach before me.
>I used Ariel to appear to Sebastian in a form that I thought he would find
>pleasing.
Serve Goddess within yourself, and have none before.
> So Ariel, forgive me. I hid behind you. Look what
>happened. Why did he have to eat you? Why could he not send you back into
>the Deep, like you asked? He did not have to eat you. Or did he?
Of course he did. That is his nature.
> You were
>courageous. You defied Neptune for the sake of love. You defied Neptune and
>asked him to discharge his hatred of humans. And in your defiance, there was
>grace, not disobedience.
Time to accept that the grace you projected onto her, is your own.
>As I sit on the beach, surrounded by water and sand on all sides, I am not
>sure where I go next.
No where to go, nothing to do. Just Be.
> You know, Ariel, Crusty may have ea
>ten you. But, in our tale, it was your mother, Salacia, who had his cousin
>for dinner and wore the legs as trophies in her crown. And Neptune is
>Poseidon. And you are Goddess..........
You are Goddess.
>You must place your Self in the hands of God. My chest is
>crushed with the vise of my Fear. I am remembering now what is asked of me.
>It was only a few days ago that I heard these words. As I asked my Self in
>Self doubt...How can I possibly do it? My children. My business. My life.
>Must I sacrifice everything? The vise tightens more. What do I do? You
>must place your Self in the hands of God.
Goddess owns everything. The stuff you think is yours, imprisons you.
>I am called back to the now. My instructions...The Claw? You want me to go
>back to the Claw? Look what he did to Ariel. Go back. I will do whatever
>you tell me to do...
:) Remember the curse...
>Dear Sebastian:
>
>You wrote:
>:-)
>Of course it is me :-)
Forwarding private mail, Joyce?
>And so I come to you now without tales. I come to you as Joyce. I come to
>you with the desire to listen. You took Ariel away. I will not give you
>Lady Joyce.
Why not?
>For it is I who must stand on my own feet and face the angry
>demons. It is I who must carry the shield against the daggers of hate.
St. Sebastian had no shield, but love. Let them pierce you as the
arrows pierced him. Protection is fear.
>It is
>I who must speak the message of love. It is I who must face the 70% of the
>American people who support the death penalty. It is I who must ask them to
>open their hearts and find mercy. It is I who must tell them in a way that
>they can understand....capital punishment is a violation of the Law of the
>Mirror.
You violate the law, by seeking to change the world by changing what is
outside of yourself. They are your reflection. Your mirror.
>I am no longer the mermaid. I am Joyce. I place my Self into your Claws.
Prepare to be eaten. :)
Blessings...
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