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Recieved: 2002/10/30 22:28
Subject: [K-list] animal totems and other things
From: Angelmouser2

Hello to all! Just wondering how many of you have encountered or are
believers in an animal totem. Weird crazy things have been happening lately
to me (hehe what's new). Anyway lately I have been so deep on an emotional
level. I feel things so far down that I feel they are more on a spiritual
level.

Cant explain this too well but I found an article about finding out about
your animal guides and I started thinking about it I am really drawn to
wolves always have. I would love to have one :) While staring at the picture
for a few minutes my body started shaking and I felt a really deep emotion
release that was highly intense. I felt like tons more wanted to release but
being a bit shocked by it I pushed it back down. I feel so much like what I
have been releasing lately is more on the line of spiritual memories or
something. I look at pictures and feel very deep emotions and just feel a
strong connection to everything.

I am just feeling so so deep anymore and I am obsessed with art I love to
look at it. I keep poking at what is trying to come out I am very curious it
doesn't take much to get the energy going. I seem to erupt like a volcano at
the mere site of certain things. Are these triggers or memories or is it
something else? Not sure but it is so fascinating because I feel like my
whole identity is unfolding. I am brought to tears very easily anymore even
by looking at a picture. The feeling I feel inside seems to be somewhat of a
homesick feeling. I don't fear death like I used to and it sometimes seems
as though it may be a bit abnormal to not fear it. Anyway I am in an
excellent mood for the most part just really deep I guess.

This seems so different from the childhood stuff I was releasing a while back
it seems for deeper and more complicated. I am just finding life so much
more complex and beautiful than I ever did before I love to just stop and
stare inside things and see how it makes my spirit feel.

Love and Light,
Kristy

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