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Recieved: 2002/10/26 21:02
Subject: Re: [K-list] The perfection of Kundalini
From: Lady Joyce
On 2002/10/26 21:02, Lady Joyce posted thus to the K-list:
> You wrote: I named the teacher Armand, because he would not name
himself... whereas
> Joyce's guide told her his name. The closest Armand ever came to giving me
> a name, was one day when I was facing him in the mirror, trying to
exorcise
> him because... well, just because. He said "the villagers used to call me
> Lucifer.." The comment was forgiveness of my mistrust. He is the shadow,
> and the form he takes resembles Vlad the Impaler... the first Vampire.Actually, when I said that I call him Anand, it is because I found that name
as a matter of recognition after the fact. He seemed uncomfortable when I
asked his name. This alarmed me, as I thought and expressed to him..why
don't you want to give me your name? He called me by my name and a nickname
too. So why did he hesitate with his name? I got the impression that he
thought his name had little significance. But, I also felt mistrust and
uncertainty and, to shut me up, he mumbled what I translated to "Allan."
Allan? No...Annan...that is what is sounded like to me. I even went to the
dictionary to see if there was anything close to this name that had some
meaning and found nothing to satisfy.
It was not until I found an article on the internet that referenced Sat Chit
Anand, and I immediately jumped onto Anand. He has not objected! I sense
that he has better things to think about. I had to go through the same
mistrust of the source of my ecstasy. When I was on the internet, I was led
to some articles which injected allegations of Satanism, eg, into theosophy.
This frightened me. Later, I found the same allegations about contemplative
prayer, that if you open and empty your mind, Satan will enter. That was
when I stopped wasting my energy on it.
Why? Because there was so much love...I kept coming back to that. There is
so much love. I have to trust this love. It could not come from somewhere
that was bad.
Love and Light,Joyce
----- Original Message -----
From: "Mystress Angelique Serpent" <mystressATnospamfire-serpent.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: Saturday, October 26, 2002 4:42 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] The perfection of Kundalini> At 08:53 PM 25/10/02, Sabrina wrote:
> >
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> >
> >and Anand (did you
> > > know Anand is Sanskrit for peace?)
> >
> >This is kind of a coincidence that Joyce's DB is named Anand and
> >Mystress has a DB/Shadow teacher named Armand, I think?
>
> Doesn't mean a thing.
>
> I named the teacher Armand, because he would not name himself...
whereas
> Joyce's guide told her his name. The closest Armand ever came to giving me
> a name, was one day when I was facing him in the mirror, trying to
exorcise
> him because... well, just because. He said "the villagers used to call me
> Lucifer.." The comment was forgiveness of my mistrust. He is the shadow,
> and the form he takes resembles Vlad the Impaler... the first Vampire.
>
> The BD in most people does not take a dual form, dark and light. The
> Light side of my DB takes the form of Archangel Michael, tho these days he
> prefers not to be limited to that form, and prefers to simply be called
> "beloved." I think the duality in me is an aspect of my Shamanic process.
> Most Kundalites do not encounter the shadow in form, in that way.
> Blessings...
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