To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/10/25 12:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] Welcome dear sister
From: Lady Joyce
On 2002/10/25 12:38, Lady Joyce posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Holly:
You wrote: I have not met, nor have I even searched yet for my
> guide. I have not experienced any sort of sudden awaken-
> ing as my mother did, but she wonders if I may be having
> a gradual awakening. I think that if I am, I must be
> walking clumsily through it with blinders on. I have a
> long way to go and a whole lot of searching to do.
As to searching for your guide, speaking from experience on that subject,
"when you least expect it, you're elected!" Maybe your mother is your
living guide at this time.
Being as old as I am, I can now say things like this: Be patient and open
in your quest. There is plenty of time, eternal time in fact! Don't feel
rushed in your search for you will miss so much beauty of what is happening
to you in the moment that is now.You wrote: I read your initial post and was in awe of your open
> honesty and the beauty of love shone through your words.
> I believe you must be a writer or orator because your
> writing flows and reaches out to my emotion. It brought
> tears to my eyes. I don't know what else to say. I
> have a hard time with words, but hopefully my happiness
> and love will come through unfettered to you.
You did not seem to have too much trouble with these beautiful words, for
which I thank you! The concept of myself as a writer is new to me, so you
reached out and touched a very ego sensitive subject in an encouraging way.
Never in my life did I ever entertain any thoughts of writing as an author.
I did not have anything to write about! Then suddenly, I became a writer
five months ago in the weeks following the touch.
When I returned to my home, I could not stop writing. I needed to write.
It became part of my daily bread as the weeks passed. During the summer, I
wrote every day for several months, in the afternoon and in the evening
until I finished a first draft of my first book! In retrospect, I
understand the purpose of some of the emotional deja vu I relived as I wrote
my book. I was discharging many demons of my past, cleansing and healing.
I also wrote about some of the supernatural things that were happening
because I saw them as blessings and inspirations to my mission as I wrote.
And it was often an emotionally charged process for me. Still is!
I strive to be open and honest in what I write. That includes what I write
to this group. Some things I am not ready to talk about. Others come
flowing out of me. Although I feel vulnerable and naked when I do this, I
cannot write any other way.
Love and Light,
Joyce
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