To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/10/23 00:45
Subject: [K-list] Re: good fortune poll
From: OssO
On 2002/10/23 00:45, OssO posted thus to the K-list:
>
In a message dated 10/13/2002 3:32:47 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
> druoutATnospamaol.com writes:
>
>
> > I wonder for those who have had a relatively easy/blissful time of it, to
> > what do you attribute this good fortune?
> >
> > Do you think that it can be attributed to the practice of Hatha Yoga,
> > or to other spiritual practices,
> > or do you think it might be due to past life good karma,
> > or just plain good luck. :))
> > or ????
> >
> > Or, as others in the past have suggested, perhaps those having an easier
> > time
> > of it are being deprived of a deeper experience--that we learn most from
> > our
> > pain.
> >
> > I do think, though, that it would be interesting to see if there is a
> > correlation between certain practices and a relatively easy K experience.
> >
> > Comments welcome!
Hi, everyone.
I´m so happy to find other people sharing experiences with K.
Brief info:
Age 21. Male.
Last summer i was practising astanga yoga, buddhic literature and
meditation daily for one month. Every day I went deeper in the
meditation and it felt nice. Then one evening my kundalini woke up, it
was spontaneous and very gentle, nothing negative to say about it, very
sweet, lots of light, bliss, exctacy and wisdom. But that time I didn´t
know what was that, but I was sooo happy with this new view. The
problems came the next week, it didn´t let me sleep, and it had changed
my consciousness, and I still had no idea what was it and I had no-one
to talk about it. So I got very scared and horrified and paranoid and I
thought there was no return to normal consciousness, buddha didn´t tell
how to do that :) Luckily the internet gave me the answer and saved me.
I think the Kundalini is ment to be easy and gentle, the problems occur
when the body/mind is not ready for it to happen (I believe it´s the
higher evolution, evolution of the mind).
Here are the reasons why I believe my case was gentle:
-I pacticed yoga asanas daily, it cleaned my physical and etheric body.
-I followed the buddhic path actively and that cleaned my astral and
mental bodies.
-during that time I had really nothing important to do in my life, no
place to study, no any plans for the future, no relly anything happening
in my life, I was perfectly free for averything.
-The day before this I got a light flash in a meditation, and a guestion
popped into my mind: "Would you give EVERYTHING away if you could be
PERFECTLY happy?" That was a bit weird but I thougth that well ok, why
not. (pretty naiive ;) So I gave away all the "easy life" of
not-knowing.
I dont know if it has something to do with the karma, but I think you
have to be okay with yourself, no bad thoughts or emotions
(mental&astral).
I defenitely believe it has nothing to do with luck, One is ready for it
or not. (I was ready then, but the next week my mental body (thoughts)
resisted and so there were problmes).
I felt like a saint for one week (higher cosciousness), I really
radiated love that time, but I had to decide to stop it, and come back
to the lower consciousness, because after all it´s a big step to take
and I´m too youg for it now. I thing I´ll do it later again, when it´s a
good time, and I have someone to support me.
Thanks, ossi.__
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