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Recieved: 2002/10/20 18:51
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Dark night of the soul.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/10/20 18:51, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 04:26 PM 20/10/02, Sabrina wrote: So, yeah, I'm pretty down too, and
beating myself up for being
>such a blatant materialist that things like lots of money and beauty
>and friends could make me happy. Pretty stupid shit to be depressed
>about, no?
>
>Sabrina
To every thing, turn, turn, turn
There is a season, turn, turn, turn
And a time to every purpose under heaven
A time to be born, a time to die
A time to plant, a time to reap
A time to kill, a time to heal
A time to laugh, a time to weep
To everything, turn, turn, turn
There is a season, turn, turn, turn
And a time to every purpose under heaven
A time to build up, a time to break down
A time to dance, a time to mourn
A time to cast away stones
A time to gather stones together
To everything, turn, turn, turn
There is a season, turn, turn, turn
And a time to every purpose under heaven
A time to eat ice cream, a time to lounge
A time to watch Buffy slaying on TV, A time to drink beer,
A time you may get faced.
A time to refrain from too much thinking...
I enjoy the Wiccan wheel of the year. I find it better than astrology
for giving reasons for what is, when I'm wanting them. Now is coming up to
Samhain, Halow'een, day of the dead. Last of the harvest festivals, the
corn dies so we may eat. Life eats life, and death too. The consciousness
is drawn to thoughts of death and ending... and so we have fireworks and
candy. Play dress up and pretend to be something else. Escape yourself for
a day.
Ever do a search of the archives on annual dates? The wheel, turn turn
turning.
>2 Date: Sun, 20 Oct 1996
>From: Jim Cook
>Subject: Revelations
>
>- This seems to have a Kundalini content to it but
> Maybe I'm wrong.
>
> Any Biblical scholars out there ?
>
> Revelation 12: 1-4
> And there appeared a great wonder in the heaven. A women
> clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet,
> and upon her head a crown of twelve stars.
> (2) And she being with child cried travailing in birth and, pained
>- to be delivered.
> (3) And there appeared another wonder in heaven and behold
> a great red dragon having seven heads, and ten horns,
> and seven crowns upon its head.
> (4) And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven,
> and did cast them to earth and the dragon stood before the women
> which was ready to be delivered,
> for to devour her child as soon as it was born.
On that same day, someone else posted:
>The next instant I was inside some land of 'bubble', like a cobweb
>eggshell, beyond the bubble the pure radiance of brilliant dazzling
>white light which was getting brighter and brighter, and I felt the
>bubble and myself being annihilated, melted down, disintegrating.
>Everything ended: everything had gone and I war gone I and the universe
>were no more it was the end of time Annihilation For an unknown duration
>there was nothing - but after a non duration of time I felt a re-
>emergence, or a 'resurrection' of being. The annihilation was like
>passing through a gap, in the universe, a hole in creation, a gate
>separating time and temporal things from the transcendent realm of a
>Divine Eternity, the repose of being. Such death was not death, but
>rather the ultimate in living, knowing comprehension and affirmation the
>ultimate in level passion, wisdom and understanding That place, the
>transcendent realm, seemed to be perfection, paradise. There were no
>names. however. it would be misleading to refer to it as 'eternity: time
>did not exist there: it seemed the beginning of time, the womb of
>eternity; pristine, fresh. child-like, virgin of any other experience or
>memory: there were no men or women there, just eternal wisdom itself
>Resurrected into it I had ALWAYS been there, there was no before
>Paradise is the beginning; and the end is a new beginning - it is both
>the beginning and the end, home! From whence we came I had no memory of
>ever having existed before there was no before or elsewhere. My
>personality was washed away in annihilation, but nevertheless, that
>person in paradise was 'ME'. 'I AM ME'.
On Oct 20, in 1997 someone wrote:
> >This is a channeled message.. which seems to be something some of you may
> >find very profound. I did.
> >***********************************************************************
>
> >And now I talk to you all; about receiving without judgement, of
> >realizing the whole, the light and the dark that is always within the
> >whole. And that darkness has nothing to do with evil. It is a
> >polarity of creation. The darkness is here for embracing, as much as
> >the light is in your being. In your journey in this lifetime it is to
> >embrace all aspects of your shadow that holds fear as opposed to the
> >joys in the great abyss. When we speak of darkness, we do not speak
> >of fear. Darkness is an energy of creation. A potent essential part
> >of creation as much as the Light. Fear is not this. Fear is part of
> >the control, which is there to prevent growth into being whole. So we
> >make this definition very clearly that darkness is not fear.On Oct 20, in 1997 I wrote:
> Germans show love by criticism. It is how they say "I see you, and I care
>about your welfare. I am going to point out all of your problems for you,
>to be sure you don't trip over them. If I did not love you, I would not
>bother to do this. I would stand back smirking and watch you crash. An
>enemy would encourage you to foolishness."
>
> Thus, the Germans build a great Mercedes, everything that could go wrong
>has been taken care of. Uh, they used a similar rationale with the
>holocaust. 8(
> Focusing on "problems" manifests them bigger.
> I still love him so, he taught me something so valuable.. to look past
>the B*tching to the love I know is inside, and to speak to that love.. to
>say.. "look again, life is beautiful." Instead of wallowing in agony at the
>arrows I percieved slung in my direction, and having no comfort left to
>offer. Years have passed, and he has grown into such positive energy, now
>he finds impatience with the Canadians who are B*tching about their lot..
>LOL!! :)
> He always said: "be happy when it rains.. if you are not happy.. it
>comes rain anyway." Very cute accent, soft, of the wine country..
> The Germans also say to each other, "Be happy you can B*tch. A dead man
>is silent." So, if someone is not complaining, they are percieved as dying.
>It is a cause for concern! They are a strong people, they have learned to
>take comfort in harshness.
> Even German Santa Klaus, carries a stick to beat the bad children with..
>I got sooo angry, when I found that out!! Child abuse sanctioned by Santa
>Claus!! Aaaahh!!
>
On Oct 20, in 1999 I wrote:
>It's fall in the Northern hemisphere, the body is making metabolic
>adjustments to prepare for winter. Halloween, Oct. 31 is the Pagan festival
>of Samhain. (pronounced sow-when. sow rhymes with cow.)
> The day of the dead, in many countries, the last of the annual harvest
>festivals, marks the end of the pagan agricultural year. The Stag King or
>corn King is symbolically killed as the corn is cut, the Harvest sacrifice,
>to be reborn anew, at Yule when the days begin getting longer after Dec.
>solstice. Halloween marks the day when that which was green, lies withered,
>and it seems like death walks and ghosty spirits are freed. The K-list is
>silent as a tomb with everyone contemplating the ghosts that haunt them.
> Not for long! November will bring a gradual increase of energy and
>activity leading to Dec.21st Solstice, which usually represents a powerful
>growing time for Kundalites, and with this New Year being the Millennium
>celebrations, it's not hard to see that this solstice will be unusually
>intense for personal and planetary transitions.
> So, enjoy the rest while you can, the quiet will be only a memory by this
>time, next month.. Blessings..
>On 2000/10/20 15:45, wild autumn posted thus to the K-list:
>
>Hi all,
>What is right and wrong? It seems to me, or at least my experience of K is
>one of breaking through boxes and self-imposed limits. Complete freedom is
>the ultimate.... And paradoxically Complete freedom feels so scary!
>Where are the boundaries? At the moment, I am crossing another new bridge
>to a new level. What is right and wrong.. at the moment I am clinging to
>"Can I live with the consequences of my actions".
>I used to think K would bring everyone together in a uniformed
>understanding, but I guess not...There is no right or wrong, only our own
>truth.
>The energy is starting to do some spring cleaning in my fifth chakra, and I
>have a lot of issues here. Personal creative expression and the use of my
>personal will in the world. Now there's another thought, Personal will and
>Divine Will. How does it all work....but then, does it really matter?
>Much Love,>On Sat, 20 Oct 2001 Xerxenca wrote:
>Subject: [K-list] Balancing the top-downness of it all
>The etheric has always been easire for me as well and it took a long time
>to learn to live in my body and eventually move K through the bottom chakras.
>
>Things that help me-
>
>Meditating roots supporting and feeding me, connecting me and loving the
>earth (and being with trees).
>
>Making and keeping real-time appointments with myself (not something to
>beat myself up about, but actually meeting myself in time).
>
>Massage, acupuncture, sea salt baths, a really big teddy bear to hug, hugs
>in general! Steam baths - wooha.
>
>Laughing - watching silly movies - singing songs I loved as a kid -
>dancing, dancing and more dancing! Wing chun. Getting exercise that
>actually makes me sweat.
>
>Eating well - brown rice, whole grains, root vegetables, seaweed, lots of
>water, avoid caffeine.
>
>Reading biographies of activists I've admired. writing down my dreams
>before I get out of bed and then leaving them.
>
>I dunno - all sorts of things. What do your instincts tell you?
A time to drink Baileys and tea,
a time to eat nachos and dream of riches....
Blessings...
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