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Recieved: 2002/10/16 23:21
Subject: Re: [K-list] There is no Kundalini
From: Dhruvraj Singh
On 2002/10/16 23:21, Dhruvraj Singh posted thus to the K-list:
Aaron,
Great post. It may or may not help people. What they see is what they have
to believe. And you can not interfere, neither can anyone.
Let everyone realize. A simple way of putting Aaron's words is :
To be true. Honest with urselves. Without tries. Acceptance.
Accept it all. Kundalini or no-kundalini : is not worth wasting time
for. Its not important. WE are important. Only WE.
And whatever is going to happen will happen on itself. We can not DO
it by efforts. We can be a witness. A pure soul whos not standing on
beliefs and aspirations of mind - whos just there. Watching it
happen. Watching it not happen. Watching.
Immense joy,
Immense beauty,
Dhruv
On Thu, 17 Oct 2002 SoitPPATnospamaol.com wrote:
> There is no Kundalini. The imagination is powerful to decieve the mind. We
> are deluded into thinking we are having a transcendant experience. But that
> is the nature of transcendance. We believe we are working through a process.
> But there is no process. While the process is as plain as day. It is easy to
> become deluded into believing that we are "progressing" while the belief of
> progression itself is born from the ego-mind. Quintessential self is
> everything. It is everything because it is both the here and the later.
> Before time existed in our minds, as an infant, there was no more a "now"
> than there would be a "then". I remember very well the exact moment that the
> thoughtform of hard time was born in my consciuosness. I didn't like it at
> all, to say the least, and tried my best to avoid it although knowing somehow
> it's integration was somehow inevitable. I can remember arguing in my mind,
> with my parents, although not knowing how to explain it, that this idea of
> "time" was ludicrous and unnecessary and so much weight to have added on
> life. That is where I am returning to. However with an adult mind to boot. I
> am returning to no-time. I have wreaked havoc on myself prying with Kundalini
> concepts. Thinking I have come along in my progress. And that I must be
> "more" of something.. or "less" of something else. Paying close attention the
> "power" I am exerting, or the amount of "surrender". But I decieved myself in
> the process. Because of one key point. In my delusion I had virtually
> forgotten what true "surrender" even meant.. because I had forgotten myself.
> Essentially, or quintessentially, the self that existed as I was as an
> infant. They say children are close to God, and I believe this. But it is
> easy to admendum what it is to be "a child". I won't forgoe with any rules
> and regulations. Those are for the individuals path. But I warn those who
> forget that childhood was a time of innocence. And remember well the
> anticedants that lead us from childhood into adulthood. There is a second
> birth. And an ego-death. It's different for everyone. The rules I placed on
> myself regarding my path were tremendous. Quite difficult for one who expects
> to walk among serpents and dance among hot coals. But there I was indeed
> bludgeoning myself with impossible heights and lows to encounter,.. having
> accepted this is what "Kundalini" was. Indeed, one who is one with God does
> walk among serpents and dance among fire. But blinded by the light, we find
> ourselves lacking at every step, and slowly descending into a place of
> impossibility. We judge ourselves at every corner, every step, because we are
> not enough.. and we worry for our namesake, our very lives. But then we
> should know that Kundalini desires us to leave our lives. To throw of
> mortality. The crunch is quite unbearable, to live, without life, for a
> purpose, we cannot see. We see "masters" abound us. Foreign personalities we
> doubt ourselves in their names. They may have mastered their place in the
> universe, but we have not. We forget ourselves. We throw ourselves to the
> wolves, if the wolves have teeth. We have forgotten what it is to be an
> infant. To be free of worry, doubt, and horror. But Kundalini demands a
> spirit capable of embracing entire tribes. Brothers and sisters who are
> listening. There is no possible way of embracing such things without
> spiritual guidance and a commitment to the self. Not the ego self. But the
> quintessential divine angel within us. Had I forgotten permanently who I was.
> I would have lead myself down a black path of woe and blamed myself entirely
> in the end believing I was simply not enough as I was. Trying, in vain, to
> force a rabbit to be a wolf. There is a path to self. But it is through self
> and through self alone. We cannot be blinded by the light and allow illusions
> to destroy us. Each of us must stand alone. To be alone one must be honest.
> Sincere. and know him/herself. Never let another tell you who you are. If
> they speak to be so. They must be ignorant themselves. That is the challenge
> of all who know themselves while others do not. To doubt ourselves is to
> believe another over ourself. We know who we are. We were born knowing who we
> are. And it will never leave us. God does not leave us. We and God are One.
> And God does not create anything ugly out of itself. Believe in yourself.
> Believe in your dreams. And let your surrender, to yourself, be your Guide.
> And Kundalini will dissappear. There is no Kundalini. There is only you.
> There is only self.
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> Peace in the Light,
> Aaron
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