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Recieved: 2002/10/13 10:02
Subject: RE: ooops! Re: [K-list] Re: Mystress Angelique's Techniques :)
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/10/13 10:02, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:43 PM 12/10/02, Lori Worley wrote:
>Hi Angelique et al
>
>Just felt compelled to respond to this to tell you what a healing experience
>this has been.
Good! :)
> My original question to Angelique was to ask for help in
>connecting my heart and sacral chakras, which I realised weren't
>communicating. It just dawned on me today that it was my solar plexus.
>Duh!
yes.
>Angelique, you know that your email yesterday shook me to the core,
Heh. Yes. ;)
> and I
>know now that yesterday and today you gave me loads of time to help me
>understand what was going on for me in our psychic conversations.
Time... :)
> You
>continued to stick by me and even offer your love when I was shouting at the
>top of my psychic voice to push you away.
You were pushing me away? On my end it just felt like you were giving
me your resistance. You'd show up, hand me an argument, I'd win by not
fighting, just eating it and giving you reasons... and you'd disappear
again for a while.
> Again, all I can say is thank you.
You are welcome. You are really talented, you know. Just lacking
confidence and self worth.
>Right now, I feel the connection being made between my solar plexus and
>heart. I feel excited and I feel like a new person and I feel like a HUGE
>shift has just taken place over the past two days (weeks, I should say).
>I've been frightened of my own power, mainly because I know what pain it can
>cause if wielded without discrimination.
Yes.
> You've helped me see how it
>relates to a particular past life and experiences and relationships that
>have carried over into this life, among many other things.
I think of past lives as metaphorical stories, but whatever story works
to help you surrender, is fine.
>I also understand that the issue of payment was a lot my stuff -
Heh. Oh, yes... definitely. Ironic and kind of funny, but I knew it
going in, so I had no expectations.
but it gave me an interesting perception on what needs to be altered
about my own approach, too. Subtle tweaking...
Here is a gift for you: the pro healer game.
First, when you are done unkinking the power chakra issues and seeing
past the illusion of victimhood, you will see God in everyone, and know
that they truly need nothing. That provides the essential detachment to
keep you from getting pulled into the dramas. Clients are God, pretending
to be less, whether they know it, or not.
When I was going through similar issues a wise healer told me, in
regards to people wanting charity: "It is not my job to validate their
scarcity consciousness."
She was talking about money. People who want your prices lower because
they believe they cannot affoard what they need. Giving them a discount
validates that belief, and it is not true. The universe is abundant. It
does not empower them, and it brings you there.
It can equally be applied to the work, itself. It is not my job to
validate people's belief in their helplessness. Yet, if God in the illusion
of other calls me to be compassionate, I surrender.
>I assume
>you are aware of my struggles with the conversion from trainee to
>professional therapist, and I realise that I'm questioning whether or not
>I'm worth the money I would charge for a Bowen treatment or a psychotherapy
>session.
Yes.
> However, I want to make very clear here that I value what you've
>helped me realise very highly, and if the best energetic exchange I can
>offer you is money, I am happy to provide.
Very kewl. :)
>This email may sound sycophantic,
nope, it doesn't. Sounds happy!
>but that's not the energy with which I
>write. It comes from a place of deep gratitude, found in the recesses of my
>heart.
>
>Thank you again. I shall go to bed a happy woman tonight.
I'm glad! You are welcome. Give thanks to Goddess...
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