To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/10/10 09:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] An experience
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/10/10 09:17, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
Lori:
It was me. You already know that, why are you asking the list? Trust
yourself, Lori. :)
That same day 2-3 weeks ago, is the day you visited my website and
wrote me a long letter asking for my help with your issues and problems, if
I felt so inclined? I did help, ... but did not feel inclined to write
emails about it. Not into writing, lately. You wrote 3 days later, thanking
me, so I knew you felt it.... Since then you have shown up several
times, getting free sessions by remote. Karma clearing, Shaktipat,
conversation, guidance...
I'm sure about 80% of the people who read your post find it obvious
that it's me working on you, but you did not, and you are the one who asked
me... It did seem kind of odd to me that someone who wants to be a
pro-healer is not aware enough to know when they are being worked on, and
by whom... maybe you are having issues with promoting yourself because some
part of you thinks you are not ready to do the work?
It felt like a lot of the work was taking place on levels you are not
yet consciously aware of existing on, but I did know that you *were*
consciously aware work was taking place, and consenting... showing up and
asking, actually. Free Will is Goddess Law, my work is always consensual.
My recent post to you was a kind of test message... on several levels.
The words spoke to your ego perception of events, but the inference was one
pro healer to another... please stop wandering into my mind and taking
advantage of my generosity, and instead make an appointment if you want my
attention, so I can pay my rent. Coded into the energy of it was a message
to your unconscious, asking what the heck is up with this woman who is
talented in some ways and stone deaf in others... ?
Your ego responded to me directly, but your unconscious responded to
me, via the list... heh.
I usually do not take responsibility for this kind of remote work. So,
I did not mention it. It just happens, and I have no expectations. I
surrender to giving what is asked of me, and see what comes back... I
don't mention it at all unless someone else mentions it first, writing to
ask me about an experience they had where I seemed to be present, ... or
something like this comes up, that has my name all over it like your post
does.
What do I say? "Hi Lori, hope you enjoyed the session, send a donation
when you can..." <shrug> You were not going to, or you would have. Your
issues with pro-healing ... heh, that was part of the "dominatrix"
conversation. A metaphor about how karma follows responsibility... Well, I
could explain it all, but it would take hours, and you do not think you are
worth it, so... I surrender to that.
Thanks for the nice testimonial. :)
I do a ton of work on this list, and off list, for free... people who
ask for help, get it even though I do not write to tell them so, or to take
credit or responsibility. I do not write to promote myself or spam the list..
I am really generous, and asking nothing in return... but my fondest
appreciation goes to those who show they care about me as a person, by
giving me $$ to take care of my mundane needs... food, rent, etc. By my
talents do I earn my daily bread, and I could really use some paying work,
these days.
Blessings...
At 08:42 AM 09/10/02, Lori Worley wrote:
>I wanted to share an experience in the hope that someone might shed some
>light on it. About two to three weeks ago, I was in bed drifting off to
>sleep, when the K started to rise. I entered a trance-like state, and the
>thoughts that went through my mind were, "If I have to die, then I will
>die." At that point I felt as though I was surrendering my body to
>something (Goddess presumably).
>In all of this, I felt as though I was standing at a distance, observing and
>hearing myself experience all of this, but somehow remaining removed from
>it. This happened on the first day that I began doing the grounding and
>entity clearing exercises found on Angelique's website.
>
>Has anyone else experienced something similar? Perhaps this is my first
>NDE?
>
>Thanks
>Lori-------y.lEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM
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