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Recieved: 2002/09/28 19:26
Subject: [K-list] A couple of ?s About some things I read on the Kundalini info. pages
From: Lisa Ayers
On 2002/09/28 19:26, Lisa Ayers posted thus to the K-list:
<<<Some people, like myself, have to learn to love the
Gatekeeper unconditionally before we find access to
the Twin soul of the Divine Beloved.>>>
I saw this "Twin Soul" reference and wondered how many
Kundalini active people are Born Gemini? Like myself
My B-day, btw== June 6th.
<<<They have dreams of their own death, which may be
quite frightening, if they are not understood as
metaphor. This is not a premonition of physical death,
but rather a premonition of the death of the ego. The
body is not in any danger, but these dreams come at a
time when the Veil of Forgetfulness is about to be
torn away. When the ego is preparing to ascend into
the light, so that the Higher self can fully occupy
the body, to be Spirit having a Human experience. Ego
death is not about death of the body, but it is about
living fully, in the Light of Spirit. >>>
I had my last NDE several years ago, when I was in my
late teens. I had phenomia and no med. insurance so my
mother was all I had to nurse me back to semi health.
My Lupus had gone into a flare from my over working
myself and it obviously lowered my immune system and
that is how I caught the flu which went into
Pneumonia. I did not get to enjoy the tunnel with the
light at the end though. My NDE was different. I saw
myself in what looked to eb a past life longggggg ago.
I was running from the guy, I ended up running up this
weird narrow stari way which was more like a ladder
with ample spaces between the stairs, anyway, he or
someone tried to grab my leg as I was running up the
stair and I lost my balance and fell backwards, then
everything went black, the next thing I know I am
falling down the seemingly bottomless, black pit, no
light at all, I cried out, and yes, I think I did yell
out to "God" I was not wanting for my life to end
without my being able to do what I was supposed to
have done. I guess you could say I had left unfinished
business thanks to this person making me leave the
incarnation before it was my time. Anyway, I called
out to God begging for another chance to set things
right, and then the next thing I am awakening back in
my sick bed. I had one other significant experience
it was MUCH better to! :)
Still, no bright light, but...I did get to take a
wonderful trip with this sorta see thru person that
seemed male although for some reason, I always did see
him as if through the corner of my eye, my left one
since he seemed at all times during our floating
travels slightly above the telephone poles, etc., to
be on my left side.
I do know what you mean I am continualy learning about
how to tell in my experiences prophetically speaking,
what to take as "LITERAL" and what to take in a mor
figurative sense. It is NOT easy though!, as I am sure
you know from experience, LOL!
There was more to this NDE experience I had, but I
don't want to be monopolizing the convo on the list,
so, BLESSINGS TO ALL! ~*~ shutting up now. :) Lisa
(uswrite)
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