2002/09/23 07:27-Stephen Kowalchuk-[K-list] fuzzy around the edges

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Subject: [K-list] fuzzy around the edges
From: Stephen Kowalchuk

On 2002/09/23 07:27, Stephen Kowalchuk posted thus to the K-list:

Anyone getting a feeling that time is a little fuzzy in the future and past?
Normally I can see very clear future/past "threads" like a spiderweb connecting
events. Lately, everything a few days in the future or past is totally fuzzed
out and I can't see a damn thing.

My memory has also been conveniently fuzzed out, to the point where I have to
keep my focus on a 1-3 day span or I completely lose track. This is not a bliss
thing, that I can tell. I have been doing grounding meditations every couple
hours and the effect has not changed. I find myself drawn to certain mental
math and everything else is fading, and I am hyperenergetic about the topic I am
drawn to and little else, almost ADHD-like. Surrender to the experience is
fine, but I was hoping to find out if this is a local or global phenomenon.

Other symptoms:
  - normal work/home plans are falling through
  - normal sleep patterns, but vivid dreams
  - kriyas more numerous and intense than normal
  - more energy, but it feels comfortable

I feel fine, but I feel far too much "in the moment" and without the sense of
context that I am used to.

One of my friends said that we are at an inflection point in time, where the
future is being written abnormally close to the present, and the reason I can't
see the future like I normally do is because it's not written yet. Dovetails
nicely into our talk on fate and free will, no?

Anyone experiencing similar stuff?

Steve--
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To: K-list Recieved: 2002/09/23 07:27 Subject: [K-list] fuzzy around the edges From: Stephen Kowalchuk

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/09/23 07:27
Subject: [K-list] fuzzy around the edges
From: Stephen Kowalchuk