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Recieved: 2002/09/19 21:20
Subject: Re: [K-list] I killed my ego... now what ??
From: Stormymouse :P

On 2002/09/19 21:20, Stormymouse :P posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Kat,
Hello! I also get this way I have been that way all day as a matter of fact. I was trying to release a blockage in my pelvis and was surrendering to the emotions that were coming up and Wammy!! it hit me hard the next thing I new I was full of energy it was like a lightning bolt had hit me. And your crown feels like it is being pulled from your head with the energy flow. I guess Goddess was trying to help me release it alright hehehe but a bit more than I think I was prepared for today. Anyway I have been walking on pins and needles today to keep myself on the ground.

At first when it happened I started to panic like usual but then I just said "I surrender" and it eventually calmed down to a functional amount of energy. The energy constantly is flowing for me and I have the constant fire like feeling in my root chakra it is a very steady buzz. When I encounter a blockage or just a random spiritual moment or something the energy goes haywire on me. You just have to learn to deal with it and I know for me it was worst in the beginning I had so many blockages that I was a mess. It does get better and you learn to accept it and just kind of relax and let it do its work.

Use this time to just relax and see what happens I get allot of visions and things so I just try to watch and meditate on it. I enjoy it as long as Im not alone with my kids cuz then Im kind of useless to them unless I can force myself to ground some. Good luck and just experiment some and give it time. Eating allot of food can weight you down so when I need a break and cant go on I eat allot (especially protein). :) Try grounding too maybe it will help. If you are like I was in the beginning you may be in too much of a panic to do anything and that is where you need to learn to surrender I think this is the biggest obstacle for anyone. Anyway I wish there was some good answers for you but I think you just kind of have to learn what works best for you everyone is so different.

Love and Light,
Kristy



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