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Recieved: 2002/09/17 15:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Triggers revisited Poll
From: hbrost

Hello Everyone,

The answers to my very first public poll!....

1. Did you have a spontaneous awakening, or was it "planned?"

Not yet fully "awakened" as it were, but in process for years. I've always been "odd?" LOL! I remember counting on my fingers, as in certain mudras, at a very young age. I spent a lot of time by myself (couldn't lie, tease other kids or generally be a "normal" little girl) because the other kids didn't really understand me.

2. What do you think triggered your awakening?
a. Was an "eastern" technique involved? ( i.e. meditation, Hatha Yoga,
chanting etc.) and if so which one?

No, definitely not, not at first. Three almost simultaneous occurences. One, the appearance of an incubus for the second time in my life. Then following that appearance, the desire to initiate out-of-body experiences; and three...

b. Was a strong emotion involved? Love? Fear? Pain? Despair? and if so was
prayer involved?

Very, very similar circumstances to what Holly described. I literally had a yelling match with God! I stomped around my house screaming I was sick and tired of this earth experience, I didn't want to come back here again, no one loved me and I wanted the answers NOW!!! Kinda a la Bette Midler, y'know? And then...the answers started to appear. The electricity started, the OBE's, the clairvoyance and asking questions and almost simultaneously being led to answers...like to this list! ;-)

c. Do you think heredity is implicated?

;-) Definitely not. Altho' I must say, since my maternal grandmother passed on I've seen her twice in extremely significant dreams. I really never knew her, but always knew I loved her. It did seem she was like me in more ways than a few. My mother never got along with her mother or her daughter. Hmmmmm.

d. Did you have an NDE (Near Death experience)?

No.
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I'm guessing that it is perhaps a combination of factors that triggers K and
it would be interesting to see which ones predominate!

Thanks everybody!
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Thank YOU, Hillary. This one was fun.

Love,

Hety

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