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Recieved: 2002/09/15 18:47
Subject: [K-list] Re: Triggers Revisited
From: Mystclwon

Hi Hillary - it's been a while since I've posted here...but happened across
your poll and felt compelled to respond.....
1. Did you have a spontaneous awakening, or was it "planned?"

Was without a doubt "spontaneous"...it was only months later that I was able
to finally able to gain some understanding on what happened (both thru this
list and other material that I was guided toward)

>
> 2. What do you think triggered your awakening?
>
For me, it was falling head over heals in LOVE.....and beyond that - it was
not something that was appropriate at the time - given my life situation.. so
am thinking it was not only the huge emotional changes that I was going
through.. but that in addition to having to come to terms with -and- going
against what was accepted/expected within my societial/familiar circles.

It's been my impression that K rises in response to breaking past the
(perceived) limits of our psyche. (kinda of in keeping with 'god (or
whatever term you prefer) comforts the disturbed and distrurbs the
combortable'.

Strong Emotion = Love
  
   Heredity - possibly. My mother had a couple of episodes that may have
been K related. At the time, I was too young/uninformed to remember - but
this all came back when I experienced my first breakthrough... and it made me
wonder. Unfortunately - she passed on when I was fairly young (14)... but I
do remember the whispers about electro shock therapy.

Re: NDE - this wasn't quite the case for me - but I did undergo a rather
severe depression for around 4-6 months prior to the K release... it was in a
sense something of a spiritual death...and subsequent rebirth...

Anyhow.. just wanted to contribute my 2 cents - for whatever it's worth...
peace out ..

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