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Recieved: 2002/09/09 13:19
Subject: Re: [K-list] beware of advice...;-)
From: cmystic
On 2002/09/09 13:19, cmystic posted thus to the K-list:
Steve,
It really is wonderful advice!
My observations below:
> Steve's Wonderful Advice on Surviving a Kundalini Awakening, Part 1
> --
>
> (1) The K energy knows what it's doing. When it opens the door, walk
through
> without hesitation. Fighting K is like urinating on a forest fire. While
> you're pissing around thinking you're helping, the whole place is getting
> charred. And most likely you'll get your curlies melted off as well.
Sometimes K drags you kicking and screaming through the door it opened.
> (2) Don't try to rationalize K. From the data you are getting through
your
> senses, there will be lots of gaps. Our human minds try to fill in those
gaps
> with information based on our own 4-dimensional experiences, which lack
the
> necessary depth to connect all the dots. The result is that we think we
know
> how to "work the K", when all we really know is that we've created a
system of
> thoughtforms. The only thing K knows is its own nature, and we are a
miniscule
> part of that nature. Hard for a grain of sand to know the beach, you
know?
How can the creator of thought be grasped by its creation?
> (3) IMO, K people are like capacitors. We have this voltage inside us,
passing
> through us. Consider: capacitors react differently to AC and DC current.
>
> (3a) When we are "all blocked up" the energy builds in one place until
the
> "breakdown voltage" is reached, and then it spills all over and is very
> uncomfortable. DC current acts this way with a capacitor, and the
capacitors
> really hate it.
>
> (3b) When we are open and accepting, the energy is allowed to go through
its
> natural rhythms, which are like AC current. We become the conduit, not
the
> receptacle, and by doing so don't get the shock. We can also take a lot
more
> current this way before burning up.
Yeah, you become open and accepting once K has targeted and barbecued
everything about you that is closed and unaccepting.
> (3c) K is not only electric, it's hungry too. It finds all those places
we've
> been hiding our fear, anger, resentment, pain -- the icky stuff -- and
eats it
> with wild abandon. The end result -- stuff is gone. We frequently make
stuff
> up to go in its place, even tho we don't have to. And that gets eaten
too, with
> equally wild abandon. Eventually, with any luck, we figure out it's
easier not
> to put more stuff there.
In my experience, the fear, anger, resentment, and pain are not gone, you
simply become not driven by them anymore. You can't overcome something that
is just taken away.
> (4) It bears repeating -- everyone comes along at their own pace. Never
judge
> your own K awakening according to someone else's benchmarks. And that
includes
> systems that have been around a long time. And yes, I am THAT irreverent
about
> tradition. Traditions are useful as guides, but they make terrible
masters. If
> anyone wants to have a spirited debate of tradition vs. irreverence, they
can
> trade examples with me off-list.
Valid traditions are meaningful and important. But they are the menu, K is
the dinner.
>
> (5) It also bears repeating that our perspectives are decidedly skewed to
> whatever makes us the most comfortable. Perspective is a double-edged
sword:
> every time we think we have it, inevitably we realize there is more to the
> picture. K forces us to open to a wider perspective, yet it pushes us
into
> deeper waters. It sets us free, but it also leaves us floating. The
nearest
> solid stuff is down, down, down below.
>
> It pays to have perspective, but don't be surprised to find all your
efforts to
> maintain perspective shattered like soap bubbles. Better, then, to
celebrate
> new learning with respect for the old (and the focus on the present), than
to
> spend all one's time mourning that which has passed.
Prepare to have your fondest dreams and long worked-out plans thwarted in
sudden and strange ways. Watch in awe as your idols are destroyed, one by
one.
>
> YMMV,
>
> Steve
Peace,
Rob (K+20 days)
pt6YBB/NXiEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM
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