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Recieved: 2002/09/09 06:22
Subject: [K-list] Re: Help! Icky Experience
From: lionessbleu1
On 2002/09/09 06:22, lionessbleu1 posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., shellelrATnospama... wrote:
>
> Turns out she dabbles in some kind of energetic healing, holotropic > something or other, and does past life readings with a pendulum. Also some> kind of kinesiology thing with her hands where she "reads" people and her > yes/no answers come from whether she moves her fingers one way or another.
> So without my asking, she starts sort of "reading" me, coming up with> different ideas about me.
This is intrusive and unethical which makes anything she does say highly suspect. Permission must be received from the receiver before the healing, readings, whatever.
I have been using kinesiology in one form or another for over a decade and have used it with hundreds of people. It is not infallible. The body does lie and does not reveal all it's secrets, especially with someone who is intrusive in such a way.
First she tells me that I'm living parallel lives.
> Like here, and somewhere else, or with someone else's energy in me, in > addition to my own. Okay, hard to understand, but whatever. Then she tells > me she's got it! I've had a soul transfer. My original soul left, and a new > one moved in.
We are all pandimensional beings living in all places, space and times at once. We are one with All and with all beings. There is no separation between us and All that is. We have just forgotten. But it is no big deal for k rising is a process that helps us remember how wonderful we are and to bring us back to a state of Oneness.
>I can't tell you how revolted I was by this pronouncement.
Then listen to your inner wisdom and not her blathering.> This ONE soul of mine has worked long and hard these 39 years, and it's a > keeper!
:)
>
> I felt like I had walked into a new age nightmare. It took me a good long > while to accept that k was happening to me, but I know that it is ancient and > real. This soul transfer, or "walk-in" business just irks me. I felt like I > needed to defend my "original" soul, who, trust me, has never given up when > the going got tough! It seems so clearly to be some kind of mental escape
> hatch for people who don't like who they are and need to wipe the slate of > their fucked-up lives clean.
The walk in paradigm helps people, to be sure. But it is only a belief system to explain something that may be difficult to understand. If this doesn't resonate with you, chuck it.
>
> I feel like, oh, fuck. I can't talk about k with ANYONE, really. Even > people who seem like they might be open to it, but don't fully understand it; > it just leads to some kind of feeling of another disastrous attempt at > face-to-face connection about k.
I find the ones who don't fully understand it but have some knowledge of it aren't really living with it 24/7. In other words, they may have not awakened yet. I can feel, almost instantly, if someone is k awakened. I can't do it with everybody, but almost everybody. :) But this came with time for me.
I fortunately live in a big metro area, Denver, CO, and there are enough k awake people that I run into. Several of them are my best friends.
>
> Feeling kind of contaminated,
Well, yeah...I should say so...
Next time just say, "no thank you but thanks for sharing about your experiences but I feel no resonance with what you are saying." Say that if you are feeling polite. :) If not, a simple "Fuck off, you don't have permission to process me in this way," works well too.
:D
Take a shower and wash off that energetic contamination. See the water gathering it up with the soap and watch it go down the drain. Then shower yourself in the energy of clear light. That should help.
You can also pour a container of sea salt in a bathtub after you have showered and soak for about twenty minutes. That will help too.Just my own personal BS (belief system).
Your maya may vary.
Namaste,
Susan> Shelle-------y.lEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM
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