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Recieved: 2002/09/06 22:32
Subject: [K-list] recent awakening and charting my course
From: solarcruzer

I wanted to introduce myself as this is my first time on this list.
I'm Carl and I'm from Santa Cruz,Ca. I am here because I had a
Spontaneous Kundalini Awakening last week and have been looking for
info on it and this list is just what I need. When I was about 11 I
had a experience where my body started doing yoga and this lasted 30
minutes. I didnt resist it though I had no idea what was happening, I
was just along for the ride. When I was 20 I finally did my first
yoga class and during the course of the class I would get blinded by
headrushes from the energy released. At the end when we lay in the
corpse pose, my body tingled from head to foot and a brilliant white
light entered my head and finally I pulled out of it when people were
ending the class. Since then this energy has lay mostly dormant until
last week. The other night my body started to do automatic yoga again
and I managed to get myself to my 18 foot tipi and lay down as the
force took over and started rolling me around the floor, pulling me
into twisted up yoga poses, causing me to breath rapidly to endure
the pain of being stretched to the limit. I asked out loud what is
this and a voice said God. It asked me if I was grateful and if I
wanted to live to which I answered yes. When it wrenched my injured
shoulder into a pose that was barely tolerable, it asked if I was
ready to forgive my injury and release. I started crying and said
yes. My body started doing a breathing techique that had been shown
to me just the day before in which my pelvis would rock back and
stomach open on the inhale and then I would curl forward on exhale.
This was rapid and so powerful that I woulddo these rippling waves of
this breath and my crown chakra opened and energy poured out of it.
Finally I lay back sobbing, saying " I had no idea you existed like
this. It spoke again and said to cultivate silence and my ego
distinctly revolted to this suggestion at which point I told it to
stay out of the experience and let me be silent the rest of the
night. Spirit started to say "I offer" and then the experience ended.
I believe it meant for me to offer myself in service because the
opening seemed tied to me giving and being in my heart. The
aftereffect is that meditation is so much easier and clearer and I
feel so perceptive of peoples energies and much more present and
humble. Reading some of the postings here helps me to feel less alone
in this and shows me there is something that can be given a name to
this experience. I feel my life has changed for the better from my
experience. Carl
pt6YBB/NXiEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM

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