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Recieved: 2002/09/05 23:38
Subject: [K-list] FW: "K" list A strange "Awakening" ...Part II
From: HSV & AAL

[The next installment of Mom's experience]

In this, the 2nd part, I would like to start by saying that I had previously written a
short, condensed version of my awakening, but it was lost in an unsuccessful attempt to
post! Now, I seem to understand that this, the more complete story, needs to be told.
It's a story of a journey not only into my mind and soul, but also dual realities,
empathy, telepathy, karma and, very possibly, a direct connection to a previous lifetime.

I am no stranger to sensing and, sometimes, connecting to "other worldly" beings and
receiving guidance. I have had guides, inner knowledge directly given and, sometimes, even
a direct message such as the one I will share in this story! I also experienced dreams
and 'slide show' visions when I was much younger. And perhaps one of the most dramatic
and traumatic was being attacked by some entity that was not esoteric, and definitely not
of the Light, when I was 9 1/2 yrs. old.

Please bear with me as I try to tell this story as I experienced it. There will be more
"parts" as otherwise it would be too long. Please keep in mind, as well, that I'm doing
this at work.

In "Part I", I told of the emotions I received suddenly and very unexpectedly from my
manager. His name is Mark. His name alone will have a surprising meaning further into
the story. Thus it begins... again:

As all the emotions came rushing back up, I experienced an ecstasy and sensuality, warmth
that filled my being as well as a sudden "orgasm". But, I also felt my soul make contact
with his, and a deep profound sense of spirituality! As the transfer of emotions took
place we were eye to eye, never breaking the gaze and neither one of us spoke a word.

I remember thinking, “What is happening here? To me? Is he aware of what is happening?
If not, why doesn't he say something? Oh my god, Oh my god...It's too strong! Scream,
Pat! Just scream out as loud as you can before it's too late!” But I couldn't. Then I
realized I had a lump in my throat, and couldn't speak at all.

Then, he raised his left eyebrow and, with a cock of his head, he turned away, walking out
of his office into the outer office where I worked. He turned back to see if I was behind
him and I was, but like a puppet responding by instinct alone. My legs were like rubber
and I was shaking all over. I was in a state of sheer terror and panic!

END of Part II.

Thanks to anyone who is still reading this! Pat

pt6YBB/NXiEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM

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