To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/09/05 11:51
Subject: Re: [K-list] Awakening and Relationship poll
From: siska
On 2002/09/05 11:51, siska posted thus to the K-list:
Sorry to be late in answering this:> Question:
>
> 1. Has K awakening affected your close relationships?
Absolutely! Transformed them, turned them inside out, healed them. Both
immediate family and friends. It's taken 22 years and still counting but
major work has taken place during the last five.
> 2. How have they reacted to your awakening?
After initial years of us all struggling with blocks, lack of communication
etc, my father, mother and sister are all onboard now. I've discussed
Kundalini with them and whilst not necessarily fully understanding they are
completely respectful and open minded. For a start they know not to dismiss
synchronicity since mine have overflowed into their lives and now they are
starting to notice their own and take them seriously....
When one person heals it affects others close by and this has been our
experience as a family unit. They are aware now of being on their own
spiritual journeys - different to mine but we are all conscious of how we
intertwine.
Similar with friends. Now more than ever I seen to be attracting people on
their own journeys into my orbit, it's like we're all on parallel tracks.
Someone mentioned loneliness. During the first hard years (decades!) I felt
very alone (as opposed to lonely). But now as I've finally managed to work
through blocks it's become quite the opposite - seems I can't walk out the
door without making a new healthy, 'holistic' friendship that works on all
levels - extroadinary incredible sense of being in flow with others around
me. A vast network has opened up and continues to expand.
Regarding personal relationships - well K demands nothing less than total
truth so they've reflected that somehow. Never been allowed to get into a
long term rut with a significant other. Been alone most of the time, with
brief very intense interludes lasting max 6 months. These have been
catalystic/cathartic in nature - bringing up issues and blocks which once
raised - the relationship is over and that person is out of my life for
good - not my plan, just the way it's turned out! Sometimes they've run
away - too much to handle. My current partner says I cause him to 'wrestle'
with himself, but he seems to be up for the challenge which makes a pleasant
change.
> 4. Did you end up solving the problems that K awakening made in your
> relationships, and if so, how did you do this?
Things got solved naturally with time and through experiences. I've never
forced things - just let natural evolution do it's thing.
siska.
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