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Recieved: 2002/09/03 19:35
Subject: [K-list] FW: A Strange Awakening
From: HSV & AAL
On 2002/09/03 19:35, HSV & AAL posted thus to the K-list:
[I'm forwarding this on behalf of my Mom since she's still
having posting problems. As you'll notice, Ken is being
a great help to her in that regard. However, until she
can get her problems fixed, I will post for her. --Cambeie]
-----Original Message-----
From: Patricia Stevens [mailto:pstevens30ATnospamhotmail.com]
Sent: Tuesday, September 03, 2002 2:42 PM
To: K-list
Cc: gutrekATnospamhotmail.com; riga21ATnospamemail.msn.com
Subject: Re: Help with Posting problemsHi Ken,
Sorry I haven't responded before now, but I was off for three days and didn't have
access to a computer! You have been a great help to me and just wanted to publicly
acknowledge it! You are great with directions and made it really simple for this "very
simple mind". (Laughs)Hi One for All and (you know...),
I am Pat, Holly's mom, (Cambeie to you)...and I have been smitten also ,or smote,
which ever is not-appropriate. It seems I lost not only my sanity, my weight, my
digestion, my hair, but also any grammar skills I had and yes, even my spelling abilities
which was of (2) things I had PRIDE over! My hair was the other and both are gone..just
like that! But by golly, I got to keep my sense of Humour....(Thank Krishna).
I haven't seen or read anything that describes my awakening! But have only been
around a month or two. I didn't know what it was, exactly, the event that is....As I was
In depression and at work, I found myself in my managers office and as he turned and took
a step towards me.....PAIN, the emotion came into me from him which entered me from what I
thought were my eyes...suddenly...SADNESS came rushing in and down...then SORROW...then
ANGER....then HURT.....and then the last one...which was LOVE...which broke loose
everything in me and his emotions and my emotions shot back up with tremendous force. I
stood there stunned, later....much later I realized I went into shock!
A few weeks later, after an emotional storm that would have put "Camille" to
shame...(a huricane of great strength that wreaked havoc on the gulf coast 1969), I found
him talking to me in my mind...asking me questions and I found myself responding. His
voice was different, softer and with a caring, gentleness to it. At the same time I was
blacking out, spontaneous trances of sorts, I guess. But I don't recall hardly anything,
except remembering a feeling of being "split" and feeling I was in two places at the same
time.
There's more...Ain't there always....but I have to get back to work.. Anyways, I
will be around for awhile..intermittingly checking in ....So nice to be here! Thanks
again Ken for the help in posting! Oh! And as you probably have determined by now...My
family is a little strange...Eh!
With much gratitude,
Pat
[POST-NOTE from Cambeie: I hope Mom doesn't mind me adding this little here at the
bottom. Obviously, I didn't experience what she did, and the only knowledge I have is
that which she has given me. Please take this disclaimer that I may not be 100% accurate
here, but for the most part I believe I am.
Prior to her sudden awakening, she had no personal connection (family, friendship or
romantic) with this manager. As a matter of fact, his manner is very dry, impersonal, and
closed off. He doesn't show his emotions with his work colleagues and was always very
secretive with his problems and personal life. She did, however, have a rapport with him
which other employees took advantage of. (I believe this was before the awakening.) By
rapport, I simply mean that most people had a very difficult time communicating with him,
but my mother's assertive, confident manner seemed to be the most effective. Other
employees noticed this and would often ask her to speak to him in their stead.
I will not say what happened with him after the awakening. It isn't my place to do so,
and I'm sure I wouldn't get it right. But I thought it important to inform all that this
man, seemingly the catalyst for the awakening, was essentially a stranger to her... at
least in this life. --Cambeie]
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