To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/30 00:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] Essay: My Brief Period As A Moderator
From: whimsicalzephyr

Hi everyone,

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Elise <eliseATnospama...> wrote:
> Per example; Some people has the tendency to mother me (bleh).
> Others call me stong and independent.
>
> This gives me a weird feeling; they really cannot see the real me.
Or am I?
> They use (and I think we all do) their minds as mirrors. They see
the mask what we are showing (the persona), but also they see their
own aspects. And then they are thinking that you are the person they
think you are.

People do this to me so often I wonder if I appear to have mulitiple-
personality syndrome. I am constantly hearing 'You're not at all what
I expected you to be. I thought you were this and here I discover
you're that.' And people are always assigning attributes to me that I
don't think exist. Like when people tell me I'm quiet or shy or
reserved, I just laugh. And then there are people who think I'm just
this sarcastic, wisecracking jade, and get really surprised when I'm
all sweet and soft and coy. I dunno, I always passed it off to being
a moody Gemini. *shrugs* I find some of the stuff people tell me I
am to be rather amusing at times. I have noticed one thing though:
humanity likes to have people neatly labeled, categorized and pre-
packeged. When you consistently upset their notions of who they think
you are time and again, you get a brand-new label that wraps it all
up neatly: unstable. Which leads to mass conformity to avoid being
labelled crazy...I'm sure this topic has been beaten to death here.

Hee hee...the best label I've ever gotten is eccentric...for some
reason eccentrics are allowed and encouraged to be 'unstable.' I
think I may be getting off-topic here, but I guess I'm trying to say
that I've gotten used to people labeling me this or that. I think one
of my purposed in incarnating this time around is to wriggle around
their preconceived notions and constantly keep them guessing.
Or.........maybe I am just crazy and unstable. :)

Sabrina
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