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Recieved: 2002/08/26 22:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] Awakening and Relationship poll
From: Stormymouse :P

On 2002/08/26 22:42, Stormymouse :P posted thus to the K-list:

Hello!1. Has K awakening affected your close relationships?
At times it does but overall no. The only bad effects are when the energy is really intense and I cant function for a few days cuz of all the stuff coming up. The rest of the time hubby is very supportive. When it is bad he has to take care of me and kids so it makes him stressed and he thinks I am letting the energy do it, he doesnt understand why I cant make it stop.
My family outside of hubby doesnt really know I pretty much keep this and all of my experiences private. I am a very private person so it is on a need to know basis. If I felt it was right and that it might benefit one of them I would probably tell them but that has never happened. My mother and sister are pretty open but the rest of my family are very closed up so if I did tell it would be a disaster :)

2. How have they reacted to your awakening?

Since kids are too young to know what is going on that leaves hubby as only one who knows. I would say he acts very neutral/positive he doesnt really understand but he isnt bothered by it at all. He has his own experiences that have begun happening in the past 6 months which is someone suprising to me. He has started having occasional visions and his fears are surfacing. My hubby is a very manly man, was in the army and he just isnt very emotional, but there has been nights that he has asked me to stay with him out of fear. So this has really opened him up to my experiences and he is showing more intrest now.

3. How have you responded?

Pretty well actually. Mostly keep it to myself and am happy with that. That is why I have the list :)

4. Did you end up solving the problems that K awakening made in your
relationships, and if so, how did you do this?

The only real problem has been the fear that has kept me from doing my daily things and I really feel like I have made it through the worst of that (so I hope). I am doing really well my fear level has really dwindled and I dont even fear death as much, I dont want it yet by any means but I dont sit around fearing it. Overall I am pretty relaxed right now hopefully this will continue. I have taken great strides when it comes to surrendering.
So in answer to #4 I think that we will be fine dont think that there is any real problems at this time, As a matter of fact think it may have improved our relationship but getting rid of alot of my supressed junk.
Love and Light
Kristy

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