To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/26 17:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] Awakening and Relationship poll
From: lionessbleu1
On 2002/08/26 17:38, lionessbleu1 posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., druoutATnospama... wrote:
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> Question:
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> 1. Has K awakening affected your close relationships?
No but it has affected the close relationships I made after awakening not the ones that were already in place.
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> 2. How have they reacted to your awakening?
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> Positively?
> Negatively?
> Neutrally?
Family doesn't recognize it or see it. They have always thought I was a bit on the strange side and of my own mind.
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> 3. How have you responded?
Since my shakti field is so strong, people who newly meet me, particularly those who are sensitive to feeling energies, I may never see them again. They become so overwhelmed they disappear from my life. I asked a friend of ten years about it (my k awakening happened in 91, possibly earlier)and he said he is used to it now, the influence of the shakti from me on him. He told me that he knew symptoms of k activity before he met me so he was somewhat prepared when he met me. He said, " Consider those who have never experienced a full on shakti kundalini zapping and how they must need time to process it."
It seems women have an easier time of it than men. They usually want to come back for more and establish a friendship relationship with me. It seems men either react positively and want to bask in it or it is too strong and they pull back.
Those that do have difficulty with the shakti flow at first eventually become accustomed to it and actually sometimes enjoy it.
This does make me reticent to let the "shakti shine" forth sometimes.
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> 4. Did you end up solving the problems that K awakening made in your > relationships, and if so, how did you do this?
K awakening is not the problem or the cause of problems in my relationships. The strong flow of shakti can cause problems for others cause it starts clearing their emotional bodies and I think they might think I am the cause of it. People get "activated" around me and begin looking at areas of their life they have not looked at before. Sometimes I get caught in the crossfire.
I am not married or in a serious relationship. The love relationships I have are with awakened men. Being awakened doesn't mean you don't have problems in relationships, maybe just a different set of problems.
Susan
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