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Recieved: 2002/08/21 23:56
Subject: [K-list] spirit emergence growing pains
From: Daniel Roussin
On 2002/08/21 23:56, Daniel Roussin posted thus to the K-list:
Hello there newcomer Cambeie/Anjalena/Holly and averyone as well!
I must say that I admire the way you introduced yourself to the group. I
think it takes a lot of guts to talk about your physical pain right away
like that because as we may sometimes judge ourselves when experiencing
pain while going through the blessing of a Kundalini awakening we may
also fear the same reaction from others. I am 32 and have also been
having pain from Fibromyalgia supposedly for about 9 years now.
I was just going online to write about physical pain that some of us may
have had or have in relation to the emergence of our soul via Kundalini
when I read your message. One thing that I am confident about and do
believe is that if one may have physical pain accompanying the process
it does in no shape way or form diminish the fact in respect to one's
spiritual evolution.
I just found out that there apparently is such a thing about a spiritual
version of growing pains that would explain the mysterious symptoms
doctors have such a hard time putting a name on. As the soul emerges
through a Kundalini process the body may go through pain as it
progressively adapts to the different stages of the process. The process
can present itself as diversely as we each are and is an ongoing one
that happens throughout not only our physical existence but the
existence of our soul, our essence being infinate in time and space.
(Attention: outspoken honesty ahead) To go off the main subject for a
minute, it was a matter of time before I wrote openly something about
what I sense concerning the following type of scenario. I've observed
quite a few people lucky enough to have no pain and a perfect health
having been so impressed by their own experiences to autoproclaim
themselves as being guru material, strongly suggesting people to follow
them as they supposedly would be wise to do so and greatly benefit of
their presence, then abundantly use a very strong and scary tool being
the word Ego rather than using a softer and more generous method to
bring people to reevaluate themselves. But as they lost track of their
vigilence in reassessing the subtle games their own ego plays with them,
the true nature of these people inevitably seems to come to light and
their egomania eventually fades away. I guess I got away there for a
minute by so boldly exposing this sad reality and I apologize in advance
if this might have offended anyone in any way.
So what ever you do dear Kundalini brothers and sisters, please be kind,
generous and patient towards yourselves. If it might be comforting in
any way, your pain might just mean that you are being prepared to go on
to another point in your evolution and to be able to support a higher
level of energy. And remember it takes guts to move on this way rather
than stepping back from a too hot fire, even if doing so might also be a
wise decision sometimes, requiring patience on the part of an eager
spirit.
I should add that I am not glorifying pain or reverse-segregating from
what I denounced above.
Peace and Love in All,
Julie
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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