To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/17 08:46
Subject: [K-list] Re: Fwd: Re: CW projections
From: Stephen Kowalchuk
On 2002/08/17 08:46, Stephen Kowalchuk posted thus to the K-list:
<flame on>
>
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "borenstam" <spiruATnospamh...> wrote:
>
> It is your mind who sees it as crap, the mind likes to label judge
> and categorize experiences..
> She was cool according to your old programming labelling what you saw
> as cool.. Viewing me through limiting perceptions..
> And when I dont live up to that projection, the mind tries to fit it
> somewhere , but it cant, except comparing it to memories from the
> past..
Ok....let's cut the bullshit. If one reads back through the archives over the
last month what one would see (as I did) a large number of posts expounding on
your version of the universe, crafting proprietary meanings out of common words
and creating your own terminology using a_lot_of_underlines to make those terms
stand out.
What you have done, in essence, is create or adopt a whole other language that
you have a proprietary understanding of, and speaking to the rest of us using
that language in place of the language native to this list.
The fact that you use this terminology frequently, and rarely explain it past
some generalities, keeps its meaning deliberately vague. The manner in which
you present it initmates that you have some kind of knowledge the rest of us do
not. The nature of language is that in addition to denotation, or formal
meaning, there are other meanings associated with connotation (commonly accepted
meanings) and context. What you have done is use your proprietary language to
assert that you have some key perspective that others do not.
While this is difficult to prove in conversation, you have provided ample
evidence of this in your recent posts. The tone and context of these posts is
not the same as previous months, and gives the distinct impression that
something significant has changed. And, frankly, the change is disturbing.
Allow me to illustrate. Your use of the terms "programming" and "limiting
perceptions" above are at the edge of what I consider common list language. In
message 16624, you use terms like "transpersonal", which does have some
connotation on this list, but clearly you mean it to be something else. Another
proprietary term is "life_it_self"; taken to mean the K energy, but stated in a
way that suggests you are more in tune with the K than others, and the only way
to get to your exclusive in-tune state is to adopt your terms and your
perspective.
Armed with this proprietary language you now appear to much more aggressive in
stating your position as the "one true reality", which in a list with hundreds
of other people is insulting and arrogant to say the least.
Illustrations of this arrogant, excessive, and narcissistic perspective are
above. In your own words, it is my projection, my mind at work, my
comparisons. Frankly, I'm tired of reading your posts that suggest everyone
else is the problem...and then you have the audacity to instruct others on what
Kundalini is? From that same previous message:
"All words and thoughts exist in the collective Consciousness, as metaphors and
symbols.. Nothing is "new". When you allow the body to speak, without the
intellect blocking the experience, the words flow freely "In the moment" to
express the energy in the body..
And that is the energy of life_it_self.. Also known as Kundalini by some."
Thank you, but I'd rather find my own answers.
If you are so secure in your perspective, may I suggest you pack up your
ministry and let us unenlightened folks scurry around in the dark corners
looking for scraps of your wisdom. No need to be self-serving about it, right?
No need to lavish your perspective and attention on the ungrateful. Just go
about on your merry way and leave us to our mundane existences.
> Yup, it is because there is no rescue needed.. And an attempt to
> rescue what doesnt need to be rescued will only result in beating
> yourself up with your own resistance to let go of the past..
No rescue indeed. Despite my evident grouchiness with your posts, I wish you
good luck on your path. EOT. Peace and blessings.
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