To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/16 13:30
Subject: [K-list] Fear of Death
From: Gregor Gonnella

Dear List,

I've spent the last week convinced I was going to die. That I almost died in the last K surge and that I will definatly die in the next one.

One week on in the evening I am starting to get some perspective back. Also writing to the list is helping me to do so.

If its not death, its burning to death via K or becoming paralysed via K.

What I understand is that it is maybe my subconscience fear of death that K is forcing to the surface to be resolved. And that (as Hillary said) it is the death of the ego that was taking place.

But death to the ego or death to me it is still petrifying.

Have others gone through this, thinging K would kill them? How did they get on? If they can speak on the list, I guess they got through ok?

Gregor.

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