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Recieved: 2002/08/14 06:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] lucid dreaming-Red - FWD - mundaneyogi
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Pink is the color of innocent playfullness in Conscioussness ..

The Innocense of Play with our bodies, have been made to some-thing like
 "Sex", primitive, "raw", because our minds have been taught to label what is natural, and to categorize our feelings and behaviours as either <Good and Bad> <This and That> ..

It has been projected on the child that innocense is wrong.. And thus it has been made to turn outwards and a search for survival ..

The pink warped to the red color, been made fury, anger, "sex", and the fear of not surviving ..

Anger and fear of The Innocents looking for survival and a sense of Tribe. Anger and fear because they were made to betray the Innocent within.

The pink and blue is when "father sky" and "mother earth" is in union within. United in a point of balance, The Child .. The essence of being. The Flow of the Tao.
Blue the receiving part and pink the playful part. The deeper my remembering goes, I have discovered the child is afraid it will be beaten.. And a feeling that my parents get more angry at me the more of my innocense is being set free.

Josefin my 2 year old niece was here playing in the garden.. She walked around the apple tree smiling playing with her beautiful voice, and she picked an apple. My sister told her no, you cannot picked apples, grandfather will be angry at you.. They have not grown finished yet.. Lennart walks to her and tells with an angry voice that she cant pick apples, and take the fruit away from her..

He is not allowing her innocent playfullness, because he doesnt allow it within himself. His own child has been shut down, and she triggers this remembering in him.

Josefin feel his anger and holds her cry and run to mother, jumps up in her lap and start crying,
I'm sorry mum..
I'm sorry..
My sister tells her its ok.. and Josefin continues to say she is sorry.. with a hurting heart.

This continued throughout the day, it was like Lennart was watching the kids "like a hawk" and whatever they did he made it wrong. And pushed his fear and anger on the children.

Josefin, Emelie and Alexandra mirrors so much to me, helps me to see and release. It hurts to see them being shut down. But I trust them, and let the hurt go. We are all innocent.

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