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Recieved: 2002/08/13 16:37
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From: Meredith, Justin
On 2002/08/13 16:37, Meredith, Justin posted thus to the K-list:
i was sitting on my couch the other day, and the migraine i was experiencing
was very irritating. irritating because, for one, my ears are constantly
ringing. the sound is very annoying. second, everything in the atmosphere
looks flashy and there seems to be some sort of pressure in my eyes, along
with most of my cranial area. the pressure is hard to describe because it is
not similar to air pressure.
the more i annalyze this pressure in my head and eyes and the ringing in my
ears, the more i realize it is not a typical headache. in fact it is not a
headache at all. the pressure in my eyes / head is actually a very high
vibration. very much like when you strike a tunning fork in fact. the
ringing in my ears verifies this as fact in my mind. i am convinced that,
when one experiences a very high pitched sound (or ringing in the ears as
some call it), the experiencer is actually hearing a very high vibration and
has nothing to do with just the ear drums.
don't get me wrong, the ear drums do ring. but the ringing is a result and
not a cause - get it?
so... if this is not your typical pressure-in-your-head-headache but
rather a sensitivity to high vibrations... then this state of mind has
more to it than most people realize.
so i've got what feels like a cloud of static electricity that is
encompassing my head - exactly meaning that this state or occurance is going
through my head and is not limited to inside my head. the migraine
vibrations happen inside and outside the body simultaniously. ( don't worry,
there is a point to all of this but first i've got to map this all out )
since this is true, i like to regard the migraine state as a high frequency
rather than a physical headache. i don't really know how else to describe it
to be honest.
as i'm sitting on my couch, i suddenly think to relax totally ( mostly this
means my focus of consciousness through my eyes ). this trance state is
really easy to do. alls you gots to do is relax your retinas to the point
where they are dialated and remove your focus away from your body. it is
just like when you day dream matter of fact.
so now my focus is away from my body and is now concentrated towards this
high, flashy vibration that i can "see". feels like i'm joining a frequency,
focusing on the frequency. the pressure is not really that bad anymore now
that i'm relaxing my retinas. actually, the pressure is pretty much
unnoticable! but man, when you are at a lower vibrational focus the higher
ones can surely be very irritating to say the least.
now that i have completely relaxed and focused my attention towards the
flashy vibrations my awareness unfolds into this level of reality. the
light, as i notice it more, is a holographic realm in itself. since i am not
using my eyes but rather just focusing on light itself, i assume that i am
using the commonly labeled clairvoyant vision of the mind. it is not very
clear - actually it is nothing like physcial vision at all. it is just damn
freak'n amazing what i am experiencing because now i am using a different
mode of vision and it is awesome quite frankly.
the particiation in this higher frequency allows me to become aware of the
holographic realm of light, which in turn allows me to become aware of
visitors. the visitors seem to have no defintie shape - very fluid, floaty,
and shadowy. of coarse, i immediately thought of the possibility that these
moving shadowy things were just my eyes playing tricks. possibility denied.
one moved right through me and vibrated me. pretty awesome stuff. lots of
them were around, but with this level of vision / focus it is hard to really
tell how many. they are easy to spot however. when i focus on the hologram
this "flashy" susbstance that is everywhere actually does seem to be
spacially significant but also at the same time one dimensional. weird.
they are just vibrations that i'm seeing ( never thought i'd say that ), and
when a visitor is around it will vibrate me and i can also see an outline of
it. just looks like a shadow in the air - but way more subtle than that of
an absence of light completely. so i am now completely convinced that these
migraines have purpose, even though they can be irritating and sometimes
painful. but i've also learned that they may be possible controlled by the
mind. i look at it more like an irritating alarm clock now. until you give
it some attention it is going to bug the hell out of you. but realisticly
one cannot be in a trance all the time but the relaxation technique can
still be used when you can't totally relax.
and some of you won't totally believe what i'm saying here which is OK
because i still have more to say.
light is a holographic realm in itself. if you don't believe me, try this:
look at a wall or ceiling with some sort of design. totally relax your
retinas while looking at the thing you are looking at. the design you are
looking at will begin to move slightly. this is because all of the
information needed for the design is in the light itself. it is a very fluid
reality we live in - not really solid as some tend to think it is.
think of how a tv works. you've got a signal that transmits either via cable
or uncontained waves. the tv recieves the transmission, the information
travels ( how and why?? ) through a wire through which electrons ( which are
very tiny by the way ) quikly fire towards the screen to from a complete
picture for us to see. for this to even happen every electron would have to
have all of the information of the complete picture but still only project a
piece of the overall picture for every one fired towards the screen ( i know
"fired" is an incorrect way to look at it ). a computer monitor works the
same way.
jeez i am so tired now. i hope some will find this helpfull. i know that
this is real, and if i can do this anyone can. when you start to really
focus on light new realizations will follow. seeing and becomming aware of
visitors is just a matter of focus. of course i could just be crazy.\
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