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Recieved: 2002/08/13 07:23
Subject: [K-list] Deja 2 + Beauty of inner strength..
From: Rich
On 2002/08/13 07:23, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Thanks to all those that responded before on my last post...
You know it's been (being) really wonderful... Everything :)
I had another deja vu experience the very next day and she did at the
same time. Now hey, I can accept one of these and not think too much
about it. Yes, it's a little strange but makes me feel as if I'm in the
right place for this to happen. But then to have another Deja Vu
experience the next day. We were both talking on the phone and again for
me it was like I just left my body and was sucked into another space. As
if we met on a different level. The place where souls meet? Who knows..
Wonderful empathy between us anyway. I wondered if it was me picking up
her feeling or her picking up mine, but I really think we both had the
experience together and it involved both of us... :))
Can't wait to see her again.. She's in England still but will come to
stay soon :)
Regarding the other girl and the tiredness thing. I ended up getting
annoyed with her.. Spoke up quite hard and gave her some clues to what
was going to happen. I'd taken on something quite nasty from her and was
resisting it but eventually surrendered it. Spent the weekend with her
and it was okay but still I was pushing and pulling with her. Wasn't
smooth flow. She was quite closed down.. Hard heart and I felt she was
grasping at me to get my love but I wouldn't give her my heart. Call me
selfish but I already have it for my Deja Vu lady at the moment.
Anyway she said she wanted to sing a song for me in her native language
so I said sure if you like. So she said we could part company and not
see each other again. We have a last meal together and she sings me this
song. I just close my eyes and let it go over me.. Very nice. When she
finished she was smiling and I saw in her such wonderful beauty. I
realised she had found her own center and was strong in herself and in
that moment we shared the same space. She wasn't pulling on my energy
anymore and I wasn't resisting her. I was happy to see her go, in a
loving way. It was wonderful.
:)
Rich
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