To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/11 13:53
Subject: [K-list] Re: Electricultion
From: kensing77
On 2002/08/11 13:53, kensing77 posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Gregor Gonnella" <gregorATnospama...> wrote:
> Does anyone feel like the K energy is too much for there nerves?
Like it electricutes you? Does anyone find noises painful when this
happens? Does anyone have a whinning sound in there head which
increases when the K energy increases? I hope I am not the only one
with these symptoms.
>
> Gregor.
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Gregor Gonnella" <gregorATnospama...> wrote:
<I was put in hospital. I was experiencing a huge amount of anxiety
as well as the pain from sounds.
<snip>
That was a year ago and since them I have managed to stop
meditating. But I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (I think as a result
the stated incident). I always hear a whining sound in my head. And
every time I meditate, even for a minute, I find noises extremely
painful for 24 hours afterward. Also the morning after meditation I
experience a huge amount of emotional release in the form of anxiety
or anger. So I can't meditate anymore
>
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Gregor Gonnella" <gregorATnospama...> wrote:
> Dear All,
>
> Thanks for your help
>
> The K activity has greatly diminised. Its just burning away at the
base of my spine. Now I feel impatient and want it to keep going! I
wish I could turn up the gas slightly, but if I meditate or pray it
goes form 5 degrees to 100 in a matter of minutes! I think meditation
is out of the question. Should I just leave it alone. Does the
activity diminish in other people and then get more?
>
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Gregor Gonnella" <gregorATnospama...> wrote:
> Dear K list, I am sick of this process. I feel like I'm being
skinned alive! Or electicuted or burnt. I meditated last night, I had
to, my body was screaming "meditate!". So I did for 1 minute. I felt
like energy was streaming though me, it was so intense. This morning
sounds hurt a little and I am Fed Up of this process! I wish it would
just go away and leave me in peace. I don't see any good in it. I
hate it!
>
Many on the list have expressed to you that they have experienced
similar things. They tell you to calm yourself, surrender and allow
the process to do its thing.
When you did you got better, for a very short time.
Then you complained that you wanted it back. So you got it back...
you even went so far as to meditate, which you have said makes things
worse. You knew this would happen, you did it anyway.
Freaking yourself out. Looking for sympathy from like minded folk.
Comming back again and asking the same questions all over again...
does anyone else experience this? yadda yadda yadda...
It is one thing to ask for help, another to freak yourself out and
expect help. YOU like the process. You seem to like the unpleasant
aspects more than you like the pleasent ones.
I wish I had the ability to turn it on and off at will like you do. I
would seek the pleasant, listen to my body and my mind and quit
seeking the aspects of it that make me uncomfortable.
Try thankfulness. Try acceptance. Quit manipulating it and let it do
its own thing. And for gods sake quit whinning about getting what you
wish for. In just the last few weeks alone you have been shown by
your own deeds that the process WILL respect your needs, when you let
it, it slowed for you, when you asked it back, it came back... you
have no idea how blessed you are to have been given this gift
alone... to KNOW that the process will respect you.
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