To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/05 21:00
Subject: Re: [K-list] um, not sure where to begin
From: Druout
On 2002/08/05 21:00, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 8/3/2002 2:12:34 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
worldofsimulacraATnospamyahoo.com writes:> circles do that, leave me with this incredibly-frustration sense
> of "not knowing where to begin", because it all just seems to begin
> and end everywhere, and nowhere...
Dear David,
:))
Welcome to the K list!
Synchronistic occurrences are one of the signposts of K--both because they
seem to really happen, and because we pick up on them due to our being so
open.
Einstein, and, of course, as well as many of the philosophers, seems to have
been K awake--Do a google search for both Einstein and Kundalini and you'll
come up with lots of references to the K-list!
I suspect those that go furthest as far as creative innovation is concerned
are those who both have a basis in a subject and have also have an ability to
creatively transcend that basis. You might try making friends with
scientists in the field you are interested in--perhaps audit some college
classes if that's a possibility. You have obviously read quite a bit on your
own.
>whats going on? who am I? why am i here? where am I going?
Universal questions, of course! :))
Lots of people are born "awake." It's not really that unusual, it seems.
Just realize that you are seeing things in different ways. One mystic once
told me "the world and life is no illusion, but simply that the mystics have
seen a little more of it." :))
Try to keep somewhat grounded with day to day activities that let you relax
from time to time from intense mental activity.
I hope you will feel at home here. There is no real distinction between
student and teacher ! :)) Glad you've found some soulmates on the internet!
>question: just keep following IT? What if you lose sight of it, or
>what its about? Will it lose you, CAN it, or is that just the absurd
>question that everybody laughs at but me?... :|
Not at all an absurd question. I think you answered your own question when
you say you just go with the flow. Just be sure you put down anchor from
time to time. :))
Love, Hillary> Causality breaks down...
>
> ok, I just today "stumbled" across this website while searching for
> the proper spelling of 'caduceus' for something
<snip>
> Question, half tongue-in-cheek and half-serious: are the theoretical
> physicists, cosmologists, etc., having K-awakened experiences, and
> that is the reason they can see and grasp what they do? And if
> not... should they or shouldn't they?
> <snip> I can literally grasp it, up to the point
> where I don't think *anyone* can grasp it ith their rational mind. I
> mean, i find myself inventing new algebras and calculus-es in my head
> that I have no symbolic/representative media through which to express
> them,
>
> <snip>
> whats going on? who am I? why am i here? where am I going?
>
> (btw, this K thing, now that I'm aware of what it actually is... has
> been going on my whole life. And only now that I'm starting to get
> this whole new perspective on everything, am I starting to get
> *really* scared, nervous, freaked out, etc. - so ANY words of advice
> would be appreciated!!)
<snip>
>
> . I've had SO many radically "mind-opening" experiences in my
> lifetime, i can't even remember them all. <snip>
>
> um, I feel really... out of place right now, I guess. I don't know
> any of you all, you don't know me... you're the teachers, I'm the
> baby here (although I do know a bit about K energy, I read a pretty
> decent and scientific study of the phenomenon last year
<snip>
> It was ALL about Kali, if that makes any sense,
> and... here She is again. I am afraid, scared TO DEATH (haha)
> sometimes, yet in the end it is only She who assuages my fears, as
> She is right now... but yeah, I hang on for dear life, I still have
> to function and operate in THIS world too... *sighs* I could sit
> here all night and the next night and the next, on and on and on,
> just telling you about all the crazy interwoven weirdness in my life,
> but... blah blah blah, all the words in the world break apart in the
> face of THIS....
>
> question: just keep following IT? What if you lose sight of it, or
> what its about? Will it lose you, CAN it, or is that just the absurd
> question that everybody laughs at but me?... :|
>
> myself and a few friends have a small discussion board at
> http://www.antistruktur.com/ , in case anyone is interested in
> checking it out or participating in our little conversations
> (I'm '108', and I would consider many if not most of the other
> posters there to be my soulmates/kindred spirits). More of my
> insanity is present there, in shameless public view... *shrugs* I
> dunno, I just go with the flow, its all I've ever really known, I
> think...
>
> I need to go outside and get some fresh air, but anyway... hi, my
> name is David, I am SO glad I found you all!!! :) :) :)
>
>
>
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