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Recieved: 2002/07/31 22:10
Subject: Re: [K-list] SCARED
From: Gregor Gonnella
On 2002/07/31 22:10, Gregor Gonnella posted thus to the K-list:
Thanks for your help. I always have these moments of doubt. The CFS makes my
emotions vunerable. I have a meditation teacher, he has helped a great deal.
But I guess I still need his support even though I have stopped meditating.
He doesn't recognise the phenonina of K rather he calls is just "energy
rising" up the spine. I guess I should contact him more often. I am coming
to realise even though I have stopped meditating I have not stop evolving.
My K is awoken and I have to go with the process. I just read so many cases
of psychoics on the web and it gets to me at times. I'd better stay off it.
I use the k list to air my views and bounce them off other people. I
appricate this. It's a very rare thing to find a group of people going
though roughly what you yourself are going though.
Gregor.
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Subject: Re: [K-list] SCARED>
In a message dated 7/31/02 6:41:14 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
> gregorATnospamaberdour.force9.co.uk writes:
> > Dear all I do not believe this process to be a good thing. In fact I'm
> > scared of it and scared it will do me more damage. I already have
Chronic
> > Fatigue Syndrom as a result of the awakening. There are so many horror
> > stories and so few nice tales. I believe I have woken a demon and I am
> > scared of it.
> >
> > Please help.
>
> Hi Gregor
> By any chance do you have a Christian background?? And I'm not putting
down
> anyone that does, I have many Christian friends. The reason I am asking is
> that the teachings of some forms of Christianity cause people to become
very
> fearful of anything "paranormal" and they consider it evil, and often have
a
> harder time when faced with Kundalini or other things. Your use of the
word
> demon is why I am asking. It is your fear that is causing you to be
scared,
> not the actual physical awakening of the Kundalini. You don't have a demon
> inside you. I know the awakening process is scary, but the more you fight
and
> fear it, the worse it becomes. I strongly urge you to find someone in your
> area that you can sit down and talk with who can help you thru this,
because
> I know many of us on the list privately and otherwise have tried to help
you,
> but I think you need a person you can trust and be close to on this one,
> someone that can gently lead you thru this whole process and help you to
> relax with youself, maybe some guided meditation, tho at this point I
don't
> suggest you try it on your own. Focus on the light inside yourself, and
don't
> dwell in the darkness.
> May the Goddess watch over you and help you during this hard time in your
> life.
> Blessings to you
> Mythi
>
>
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