To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/29 16:17
Subject: [K-list] Wrapping Paper
From: david bozzi
On 2002/07/29 16:17, david bozzi posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> I do not see you sharing your personal experiences. Why
> not, David?
Did I tell you about the time I saw God
in a little girl,
and how I saw that as a call to be awake...?
> Are you not a person?
> Do you not have experiences?
Of course, Angelique, I experience the personal.
...along with the transpersonal.
Have a personal experience, [on me ;)]:
Woke up from a dream.
In it, someone from the past
was playing a compilation of music
I had recorded throughout my life.
It was being played in a classroom
full of students,
some I recognized,
but most were strangers.
It was very loud and the sound quality was poor.
The cheap tape recorder that my old music
was blasting from was on my school desk.
I felt embarrassed and as if I was inconveniencing
the rest of the class
so I walked up to my desk and shut the music off.
The song that was playing was a good song
and the class had already sat there and listened
through most of the songs on 'side one'.
Despite my embarrassment, the high volume of the music
and it's poor sound quality
they genuinely appeared interested.
I pulled the tape out of the recorder
and it got bunched up
so I brought it to the person that had played it.
He fixed it and I shared a story with him
about one of the drummers I had played with.
Then I felt horrible. And then that feeling
turned into guilt for not working things out
with the people I had been involved with
in previous music projects.
They and the music seemed to evoke
a sense of melancholy, sentiment and regret
for losing them and the music.
I have never been married
but the feeling was probably
like the guilt and sentiment divorced couples feel
for blowing it.
When I woke up
I was left with a longing for the
music and the experience of creating it
with others...
> Took a cool healing workshop last week. Learned that saying "I
> want to live" profoundly activates the immune system. Curious, eh?
It's not surprising at all.
Humanity, at this point
has barely begun to scratch the surface
of our Inate gift
of self-healing.
David
(ripping off the wrapping paper)
> Doubltess there will be more...
> and probably I will foolishly tell you all about them....
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