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Recieved: 2002/07/29 12:39
Subject: Re: [K-list] perception difficulties
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/07/29 12:39, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 11:48 AM 25/07/02, joyspirited wrote:
>hello dear ones, so nice to join a group such as this.
>i have been able to handle the energy surges and such up till now. my
>master (Huna)teacher has given me an exersise in which works on the
>sacral chakra. apparently i have many blockages there. every time
>(which is only twice so far)i do this exersise, it creates a wave in
>my third eye like my consciousness is trying to wave in and out of
>diminsions.
It always does, we are just not always aware of it. If the exercise
makes you uncomfortable, stop doing it. K. will take you to where you need
to go, at a pace you can handle. No need to push... pushing can be
hazardous, it is a type of resistance.
>it is very uncomfortable to say the least and i find my
>self in alternate perceptions as the self taught karmic patterns melt
>away to find me with nothing to hold onto anylonger.
Great! Free fall! Scary at first but you will eventually find bliss in
it. Floating.
>letting go of
>the mind game has been the hardest for me. how do i get out of this
>warped perceptions of reality and get the hole in my forehead to not
>make me feel like i'm waving in and out of reality or this third
>diminsion i should say.
You can have enlightenment, or your reasons why not... Dimensional
travelling gets to be fun, after a while...
Try this experiment. Locate the spark of consciousness that is the
"soul". (just ask to be shown where it is, if you cannot then fake it.)
Using imagination, move it into different chakras.. notice how your world
view and priorities change, depending on what chakra-eye you see the world
from. This is a great way to gain understanding of the chakras, and how
each of them represent an aspect of being. Travelling chakras is travelling
dimensions... also experiment with moving your soul-spark to locations
outside the body... Imagine it on a beach in Hawaii, notice how you feel...
move it above your head, and attain the Witness state.
For decision making, I like to look at a situation from each chakra,
and find what is "right action" in alignment with all.
>i walk, swim, exersize and yes sink my
>barefeet in the grass and get some sun. itis the only thing that
>helps me to feel okay for the longest. i do my decrees, prayers,
>meditations, but it only helps temporarily and for short periods like
>i just am not getting it yet.
In the past, some people have noticed negative feedback effect from
decrees... and prayers... be careful what you pray for.
>any advice or elaboration as to what's going on, i would appreciate
>as my mood swings are going nutts and i feel as if i am losing my
>mind which in reality my teacher says i need to do.
heh, yep... but in a good way.
> steady the
>mind,let go and let God, and all will follow.
OK.. so where do the prayers and decrees come in? The part of you that
thinks you need to do that, is the part that thinks God will not handle
things without your interference.
Blessings!
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