To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/28 16:44
Subject: Re: [K-list] help.
From: Gregor Gonnella
On 2002/07/28 16:44, Gregor Gonnella posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Mythi,
Thanks for the letter. How do you know I'm out of balance? Will an accupunturist help? I'm going to see an energy guy soon I hope. Is it a good thing my K become active? The whole process is so much more subtle it sometimes even goes away
Gregor.
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From: MythisisATnospamaol.com
To: DruoutATnospamaol.com ; gregorATnospamaberdour.force9.co.uk ; K-list
Sent: Saturday, July 27, 2002 6:46 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] help. In a message dated 7/27/02 3:08:53 AM Pacific Daylight Time, gregorATnospamaberdour.force9.co.uk writes:
Even if I just pray the energy shoots up my spine and I find noises extremely painful for 24 hours. I am scared I have wrecked my nevous system. I am scared of the energy within me. Hi Gregor
It is because of the fear of the energy that you are experiencing the physical ailments. When the energy flows thru you, you immediately become anxious, which causes an adrenaline rush thru the body, and then you get anxiety. As for the noises, I'm not as sure about that, except that I do get extremely sensitive to noise when I get migraines. Have you had your ears checked by a specialist to rule out any physical cause for the painful noise? My mother has a disease that causes ringing and buzzing in the ears, especially if she eats too much salt and makes her sensitive to loud noises. Doesn't hurt to rule that out as a possibility. Some ailments ARE physical, some are not.
The trick to the rest of it is for YOU to control the energy and not let it control you. You have to learn to ground and block. There is nothing to fear from the energy, and you have to get past that. Once you can learn to control it, you won't fear it. I won't say it's an easy process, but it's one well worth it. I have went thru some of the same experiences you have, so you are not alone at all :) I know how scary it can be, especially at first, when you feel you have no control. I didn't get the noise, but I did have the fear and other physical symptoms. I also sense that you are out of balance, what is going on has caused your body and spirit to become out of balance and you have to get that back again. Chakra exercises might help you, tho you may want to work with someone in your area that can work with you, and not do it alone in your present condition. If you have a new age store in your area, check with them and see if there is anyone they know that can help you in that area.
Blessings to you and may the Goddess help you overcome this,
Mythi
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