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Recieved: 2002/07/27 02:29
Subject: Re: [K-list] i need help..
From: siska

On 2002/07/27 02:29, siska posted thus to the K-list:


Hi Jena! Hilary, Mystress and Marsha have already given you great advice -
it's
very tough awakening when you're young. I was 16 too - seems to be a
popular age!

I can only really back up what they say - there are plenty of people and
resources around these days to help you - there wasn't anything at all when
it happened to me and I didn't make the full connection with Kundalini until
I was 34 so in that sense you are lucky!

I do understand about the Christian thing - there were fundamentalist
Christians in my family and half my friends were turning into them too at
age 16-17, and
all too happy to condemn me to hell and emotionally blackmail me. I was
very vulnerable to this kind of pressure and even tried to become born again
at one point - I can remember sitting in someone's car trying my damnest to
speak in tongues and nothing at all happening! In the end, however much
fear I felt, I KNEW that was was happening to me was truer, and somehow
above and beyond what they could comprehend. And it's a funny thing because
while I was falling apart, they all seemed to be doing fine in their lives -
and now it's the other way round and I've even taken on a kind of
counselling role with one family member whose 'Christian' life is now
falling apart.

Above all else, no matter what fears other people may project onto you, hold
true to what you feel deep down inside is right for you. That's what I've
always done and it's never let me down! And keep talking - use the list -
this is what we're here for.

Lots of love to you
siska.



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