To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/26 19:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] i need help..
From: Druout
On 2002/07/26 19:32, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Jena,
I know how frustrated and alone you must feel. To answer your question as to
your age, there are a number of very young people on this list alone. People
seem to be becoming awakened at an earlier and earlier age. Many, as you
seem to have been, are even born awake.
What you are experiencing is, of course, far from evil--is, in fact, sacred.
Christian nuns such as St. Teresa and others experienced much of what you are
experiencing.
There is even a Kundalini site at Yahoo groups called SacredKundalini which
is Christian based (the moderator is a Christian minister).
When the energies are high, it is, indeed, frightening to sleep, but after
you have finally fallen asleep, you have been waking up just fine, haven't
you! :)) There is no reason to fear going to sleep. The energy is
benevolent.
You don't mention any inability to function normally (except for sleep
patterns based on fear.) Since your mother doesn't seem to notice anything
that would cause her worry, I suspect you are outwardly going about your
daily life, even if you are not going out much. It simply is one indication
that we who are k active can function on a number of different levels.
If you need someone to speak to, perhaps there is someone in your area from
the SEN (spiritual emergency network) who can work with you. They are a
great group by all accounts. Their phone is 415-648-2610 and their website
is http://www.senatciis.org/door/
Welcome to the K list! :))
Love, Hillary
In a message dated 7/26/2002 12:46:00 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
vintersolisATnospamhotmail.com writes:> does anyone have any number i can call for help..... i am 16 and have
> been having bad symptoms for 2 years..... It started when i was 5 but
> now i feel pain and confusion.... my anxiety is getting worse.. and
> my sense of touch.. i can't feel things like i used to..i feel
> disconected from my body....and all the faces i see no longer look
> real...everything merges together...i feel completly alone...like
> there is no soul it is all illusion, just some thought of one higher
> self.. and i will fade away.. merge in along with it... i can't
> sleep, i stay up all night terrified something is going to
> happen...and finally fall asleep at 4:30am every night.... i don't
> want to go anywhere... i don't know how i can live my life... my
> family doesnt understand what is going on and doesnt believe
> me.......my mom will have nothing to do with it and gets mad if i
> mention it bc she is christian and thinks i'm into evil
> things................. i dont know what to do... is it normal to
> have at my age... i dont understand what is happening...
>
> jena..
>
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