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Recieved: 2002/07/25 15:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] Spiritual Movies
From: Onlycycles
On 2002/07/25 15:31, Onlycycles posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 7/25/02 7:24:13 AM, lite12ATnospamhotmail.com writes:
<< Hi Jason,
Aye, creativity is an oddity it be.
being creative sometimes we'll create mirrors of what we see, and move them
to reflect what we know. Being human... we see a lot!
Did that make any sense? Oh well.
-Grant >>
Hmm..Moving mirrors..Like in ah-that unicorn movie with ahhh..Tom Cruise,
from the 80's I believe..and they use the mirrors (Seven? but I could just be
making that up) to reflect the sun light down, down into the depths of the
devil's cavern to save the last...well, I'm just kidding...
I tend to look at things in a way that says we all have the option, and
freedom to see anything as we'd like to. This is one of those strange
loops-in a way I am looking at the way we look at things.. in the way that
I'd like to..I realize that, and understand that I'm probably closing myself
off to other ideas that are just as likely and, equally, unlikely. A good
healthy balance is the truth I seek-they say in the bible that when God
appears no one could actually look at God-not directly at God..only at an
angle...Angels? Perspectives? Our own demons and angels are how we look at
things? We our chained to our minds, and we are the ones who set us
free?....Well, you are free? So look at things in a way that makes you
happy? If we look at things in a negative way..then it must be fulfilling
something?
You are right-coincidences don't necessarily mean anything. Mean though? What
does meaning mean? Mini-me? Most of my life, most of how I take my pleasure
and pain comes from how I look at things-that's how it feels at least. Then
it goes further-do I look at pain like it hurts..or like it
frees...Transending?....freeing your self from lower brain circuits?
Instincts that makes us fight or fly? Lust and fear?
And pleasure? Do I look at it like it is love, or indulgence? Meaning only
seems to bind me to the world, and its many wonderful acts. I'd rather simply
understand that meaning is something we all decide for our self..Meaning is a
way of looking at things, but a combined weight-meaning can be held in place
with emotion, brainwashing...others too, I am sure.
So what it comes down to is...How do I want to experience this moment? I have
the freedom to look at it in any light. Reflection...A mirror...We cannot
actually see a mirror..only the reflection..Creativity..is understanding that
we are in control of our senses, physical bodies, energy bodies, our mind,
our enviorment-lots of things..and its all about how we use them, and what we
do with them? Well-maybe. I feel the impulse to say that.. wile at the same
time I'm feeling like a tree waving in the wind wile I'm listening to this
music, and then I think I will finish my coffee and have some lunch. Go about
my way, my day, and see where it takes me.
Sometimes I feel I totally come off as annoying (And no worries, that feeling
won't get me down because I know its my choose to feel like that)-...then i
realize..This world, these things, this life it all just moves-circles and
spirals. How could we have any point..when...points are only illusions, and
everything is round? Maybe I'll meditate on oscillations tonight...Wait-I
already forgot about lunch!
Purpose or experience - or maybe something even more lofty? Am I here to help
others, or hurt? Move up, or move down? They are both reasonable truths. Pain
and suffering is probably a lot different to a tree, or a star. We can think
for ourselves, create our own truth, our own future, our own dreams, escapes
and reality (or at least-reality tunnels). And as I'm typing things-maybe you
see my abstraction here-the more I explain the more I lose you (Loss,
surrender?). We all have our own outlooks..the more I try to portray mine
(impossible to truly say what I feel, or mean, the brain processes writing
and feeling totally differently) the more you think you understand..the more
you know that we are both having totally different experiences...even if
you'd rather look at what I say and think of me as only being incorrect. Then
we see understanding, fully, that we are all having our own experience we
don't feel as afraid to understand that we are both truths-maybe we don't
meet eye-to-eye, but at least then we can actually make a connection..Once we
realize we both sing our separate truths, but they are both real and
accepted, then we reach a greater, deeper connection-we are both true. True!
On the mark! Hitting the target! Even in lies how can we not be true?
Evolution, and survival of fittest-we all go our different paths to keep
things changing-moving. If one of us fail, then the others will learn, make
their adjustments and move on.
Ahh...Now where am I going with this? ...Where is life going? Where is heaven
and why don't we get going with this? It is..but it ain't. I'm not
enlightened, because I don't feel enlightened. I feel engaged with life, and
for now its probably the safest place for my mind, and where its going and
all I can do is love not knowing..
Jason(Grr, maybe hand was burnt and I'm watching my back too closley now, but if
in any way, shape or form any of you got a little ticked at these words, only
have confidence in the fact that I'm wrong, and you're always right, and we
all live in different worlds) <3
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