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Recieved: 2002/07/25 01:43
Subject: [K-list] Eh? Open Mindedness?
From: Onlycycles
On 2002/07/25 01:43, Onlycycles posted thus to the K-list:
Well, I just started to think about my last post, and I got to wondering.
What is truly open-mindedness?
My mind is!
And in being, it is also negative, positive, reasoning, abstract. My mind is.
It might be open, I might be wrong-What is the difference?
Negative thoughts send projections..Sometimes..it is hard to love everything.
I seek to appreciate everything...The negative makes the positive more
intense. Intense makes the normal dull...dull makes the creative more
fun...fun makes the slow more sad..sad makes the happy more joy! joy makes
the adult like a child wile being joyful and making children.
Stubbing my toe in the door. Ouch. Hurts, pain. I say, D**mnit door! (*'s
make me feel corny, but surrendering that corny feeling of ego makes me feel
giddy and happy?) That word-seemed once fears...you know..the Hover Dam?! Dam
blocks the flow of water/energy....I am telling life to "block it" Block?
Blocks are bricks, bricks in a wall, from pain, or hate? Hehe, I'm tried, I
ramble. Eye rumble. Eye hungry for life's love and sense? Since I'm here
(Eye'm here) I might as well be (eye might at well be) open (open) minded?
All right...that was just silly.Open minded. What is it? To have your mind open and ready? Sometimes there
are situations I have a...hard time (hard? Brick? Block? Hover Dam? Hover
Vaccumes? Vaccume suck? And the traffic there is terrible!!! Hehhee
sorry..anyway)OK! All right already, OPEN MINDED!? What is it? I wonder, I like to leave
it open? Positive thoughts, or projections, or judgment something is
positive..in a way leaves just as heavy a mark in your brain, as a negative
thought, projection, or judgement...onnllyy...(Cycles?), only negative
thoughts, projections, judgments lead to negative experiences in your
life...a single negative experience can give you a bad a day...and one bad
day can turn into another? While..positive thoughts, projections,
judgments...lead to positive experiences....
Well, ..okay...
So positive thoughts/judments towards someone not open to your love can come
back negatively too-if the person would be offended by your love..then you
would have to face the karma of that...OK...
Positive thoughts towards OBJECTS....oooOo..ick!! The object isn't OPEN to
your love...it just comes back to you...In some tiny, most kindest way..would
that come back, or come off, as materialism? Maybe..Negative thoughts!! Grrrrr! (Owl!) Negative thoughts come back, and can
cause and create harmful experiences. But you can learn from these negative
experiences, and see the sticky karma trail, and try to do better next time.
Then eventually...stop trying..and just...Do better!!!
Alright, okay, alright, lets go. Let go with me for a second here...
Experience...I am starting to understand why one might be objective. Life is
a lot of things,
but if I go around making all of these positive and negative judgments,
thoughts, etc.
on things, people, whatever and what have you....its always going to come
back to me...
I guess, maybe I should just experience? Just feel it, and be there with it.
Help it along,
and just be ready to let it go? I would say something like "Jesus why don't
I think more often?!" ..but that would put me down, and I realize that maybe
I shouldn't think so much..or at least...I'm going to stop think about
thinking...but but...if i'm going, I'm not BEING! I Think I just have to
feel it. Not even feel it...but really dig down inside, and just..just feel
it. And I think I'm getting it...I know I got it, but its already gone!
I'm sinking, so I'm becoming more physically useful, thank you for helping me
find my light switch down the stairs. Goodnight :D
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