To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/23 08:50
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Beautiful Mind Revisited/paranoia
From: Druout
On 2002/07/23 08:50, Druout posted thus to the K-list: Dear List,
Paranoia seems a pretty common aspect of awakening. I think because we lose
our filters, everything becomes part and parcel of us--no separation. There
is no "me" to be fearful--a heavenly rest. Then as we "come down" our ego
safety valve jumps in and our brain tries to make sense of what has occurred
and uses all sorts of metaphors to rationalize what has happened. At this
point all sorts of thoughts can occur. If we hear the mermaid sing (or
someone on TV speak), she *must* be singing to us because we hear her.
Wonderful sublime music! But then we start to worry why she might be singing
to us! lol
Shall we do a poll on paranoia?
Have you experienced K induced paranoia?
How did you resolve it?
Love, Hillary
In a message dated 7/22/2002 6:45:24 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
LBra782595ATnospamaol.com writes:> Some of what Nash experienced was so close to what my second K energization,
>
> I couldn't believe it. I didn't hallucinate like he did, but the paranoia
> made me see "real" people in a completely different light. I was
> constantly
> terrified that there was a conspiracy against me....not just the Russians
> were looking for me, but EVERYONE was looking for me; trying to catch me in
> a
> moment of responding to energies that it seemed that only I was aware of so
>
> they could haul me off to the psyche ward.
>
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