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Recieved: 2002/07/23 08:50
Subject: Re: [K-list] I need help
From: Mystikstar33
On 2002/07/23 08:50, Mystikstar33 posted thus to the K-list: In a message dated 7/23/02 9:30:21 AM Mountain Daylight Time,
stormymouse25ATnospammsn.com writes:> Will it kill me I am so scared please help me. It is so intense I cant
> sleep and I am so weak.
> LOVE
> Kristy
>
> Kristy, try your best to relax and remain calm. Easier said than done, but
> you got to get a handle on this now. Get rid of any fears of dying. If you
> fight this energy, it just makes things worse. There is a saying, "Let go
> and let God", (creator, source, or whatever you call the intelligent force
> responsible for our presence here), at some point during all of this, you
> have got to surrender and trust that this is happening for your highest
> good. What are the doctors telling you? You mentioned anxiety attacks and
> initially in meditation I got these too, but I realized later they were
> just from the fear of the overwhelming energy within myself. It is very
> overwhelming at times. Have faith, have trust, and surrender yourself
> completely, without fears, to the divine essence of the light, knowing you
> will feel better, more calm. You may be fighting this due to some
> past-life, whereby you were intimidated by others for your metaphysical
> gifts. Quite often, this is the case, for those that either do not seem to
> open up or rather recall consciously obes and all. That or it is getting
> past the programmed belief system related to religious upbringing that
> makes all this fearful or not seem natural or right to us. Examine your
> belief system from childhood on, and see if that alone is making this
> spiritual transformation so tough for you. Again, if there is much
> pain/discomfort in the heart area, continue checking in with doctors to
> make sure you are physically fine. A good confirmation for the heart chakra
> is this: "I have an abundance of love in my life. I accept love and give
> love easily to others. All is well in my life regarding relationships with
> others." Gees, I hope some of this helps you get through all of this
> Kristy. I know many of us can relate to what you are going through, and now
> and then, we still get overwhelmed by it. I still contend with it as
> probably do many others on this list. Try your best to feel at peace with
> everything. Ask for your guides, angels, and even for Archangels Michael
> (removes negative energy, including the emotion of fear) and Raphael (helps
> with healing) to come in and intervene on your behalf to make you feel more
> comfortable. Love, love, and more love to you! Cynthia
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