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Recieved: 2002/07/22 16:18
Subject: Re: [K-list] New here and very scared!!
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 09:03 AM 19/07/02, Kathi wrote:

>Hello Group!
>
>First off, I've been having a LOT of brain activity, where it feels like
>the inside of my brain is being moved around!! I know it sounds nuts, but
>it's like someone is in there making adjustments!! LOL!!

yup, it is. Your whole nervious system gets rewired so it can handle
the energy.

>Then I get this AWFUL electrical surge through my whole being!! It feel's
>as though a bolt of lightening is going through me!!! I am paralyzed and
>when I try to scream, I can't! I shake and shake and shake, just as if
>I'm being electrocuted!! Is this normal???

Yup.. and if you stop being afraid of it and just enjoy, you may find
it becomes intensely pleasurable!

> I had a dream a few months ago that there was something seriously wrong
> inside my brain and that I was going to die soon. I don't know if that
> was a prophetic dream or just telling me that my life was about to change.

    Death is a metaphor for change... but there is also a part of K.
process called "ego death", which is a big change of consciousness... but
the body stays alive just fine. No worries.

>Sure would appreciate any input from anyone who is enlightened on this
>subject. What in the world causes K. anyway???

    We ask for it, on some level. We ask to be united with the Divine, or
to be set free from limiting human beliefs, or to evolve, or to be in
service... knock and the door shall be opened. Somehow, you knocked...

>Thanks for listening.

:) No prob... relax! This stuff is wonderful, even tho it can be bumpy
sometimes. Blessings!

>Love and Light,
>Kathi V.

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